So.....another day in the psychodrama that is my life.....about a year ago....last September to be exact.....I started seeing this guy who had been a friend of mine....some would say that he was a rebound from my ex-fiance..but I really began to care for this guy...we'll call him M....and he and I went out on and off pretty much up until a few months ago...when I...
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Okay...talked to the SG boy that I have a crush on....who will remain nameless...on the phone for 2 hours last night....mmmm...he's yummy....but lives way to far away to ever really.... 
sorry sweetie....
Not only did I change my hair color...which was supposed to be brunnette but is actually now very red....but I chopped it all off too....yay...no more long hair making me hot in this...
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sorry sweetie....
Not only did I change my hair color...which was supposed to be brunnette but is actually now very red....but I chopped it all off too....yay...no more long hair making me hot in this...
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Okay I don't know how to respond to comments on this thing...To answer your question, DodRaibeid, the iron cross tat was never actually removed...it's still there...it just looks all fucked up now...like a bad home job tat...so I think that yes, it still counts....
dodraibeid:
Yeah. Respond in my journal. It's easier that way.
Well, the ex is still here...snoring like a rhinoceros with a head cold. Earplugs don't work....The baby is at the beach with my parents...but look at me: still up at 6 in the morning like I'm so used to. Once you become a parent you never sleep a full night of sleep for the rest of your life.
This journal thing is sweet. I've tried...
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This journal thing is sweet. I've tried...
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dodraibeid:
I can tell just from your username.
And does the Iron cross count now that you've had it removed?
And does the Iron cross count now that you've had it removed?
Okay...so the ex is coming over soon.....at least a warm body to snuggle with...and to take care of me because I have this stupid stomach thing that is preventing me from going to Baltimore LARP tomorrow 
Oh, and for those of you that may be asking...like Abgitatz...no, it is not the ex that you are thinking of that's initial is R..god...give me a little more...
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Oh, and for those of you that may be asking...like Abgitatz...no, it is not the ex that you are thinking of that's initial is R..god...give me a little more... Read More
Okay...so I'm sitting here naked waiting for this hair color to process.....yes,yes...time for a change...time to be a brunette again.....this blonde is so over....
Have you ever noticed that you don't notice how much you need sex until you know that it isn't at your constant beckon or shall we say, booty call?
I had a little fornication buddy for a while....a sexy little 22...
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Have you ever noticed that you don't notice how much you need sex until you know that it isn't at your constant beckon or shall we say, booty call?
I had a little fornication buddy for a while....a sexy little 22...
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Oh, and hello to Mle.....saw your pics and they are gorgeous babe!
abgitatz:
Hey chicka, funny seeing you here. 
Check out my friends list, you might be suprised who you see there.
Check out my friends list, you might be suprised who you see there.
Okay, now that I found my way back to my journal.....as I was saying in my comment posted to myself.....I love a boy...but I'm still looking for some sexy girls to flirt with and maybe more.... and I want my ex to stop venting about me on SG and just move on and be happy dammit! I would like to be friends with him but...
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and I want my ex to stop venting about me on SG and just move on and be happy dammit! I would like to be friends with him but... Read More
Well, it's 7:28 in the morning on a Friday and I haven't slept all night again....uuuggghhh.....just thought I'd finally start writing in my journal since I've been signed on as a member for like two months but I've never graced you all with my presence. So here I am. But now I'm leaving because I smell coffee....
natashanasty:
Okay, I think I'm adding a comment to my own journal entry because I don't know how to get back to my journal. I just made the mistake of reading my ex's (yes he is a member but will remain nameless because even though he seems to think I'm a heartless bitch, I am not...) journal entries. And yes, he was talking about all of the hate he has for me....it was sad and difficult to hear. Does he think that he is the only one hurting from all of this? The only one that needs to release frustrations? And I still haven't figured out what the hell I did that was so incredibly inhuman to him...unless he thinks that trying to love him to no avail for years is an awful thing to do. I just want to get on with my life which is actually pretty damn good these days! So, I wish he would get over it and stop venting about me online. On a different topic....I think I'm in love with someone who doesn't know it...and probably won't know it because I don't have the balls to tell him...to face the possible rejection of it all....I mean technically I'm already seeing a couple of people....but this person is different...he makes my heart very happy 
Yeah what she said