nataleigh

well then. what do you do when someone stomps on my feelings and pulls on your heartstrings? what do you do when despite how sad they have made you, you still try and help them and get shat on?

first off, this is my journal and i can post what i want to on it. i will not feel bad for that. if you start a battle with me and i retailiate, there is nothing wrong wtih that. this whole situation could have been fixed with a simple apology or recognition of my feelings. but that was too much for this person. she seems to be hellbent on getting me kicked off the site for writing about this situation. yes, there are some ppl that might make the connection, but that in no way affects you. one of these ppl is my bestfriend and even with that, she stays impartial. ppl will make decisions and make choices based on what they feel is right. this person has clearly done that and is now telling me that my feelings are not valid and that i am not allowed to express them on this site.

i find it funny that numerous ppl have supported me whether it be members or SGs, so stop this war cuz you will not win. and even if by some miracle you got me kicked off teh site, what good would that do you. i would no longer feel the need to keep your identity a secret and could tell everyone who you are. think of what would happen then. so stop threatening me, because i NEVER once threatened you. you posted about your set and i warned you against it when i could have done much worse. take your head out of your ass and stop thinking about yourself. i feel sick that i coudl have ever assumed you were a great person. you obviously have issues you need to work out and you in NO way represent a strong and independent woman. such a woman not only stands up for herself, but also has the strength to realize when she is wrong and apologies for it. a strong woman does not make idle threats that hold no weight.

so you want me kicked off the site, go ahead. i have so much dirt saved on you it would make your head spin. so stop this holier than thou bullshit and accept the fact that you did something wrong. i would like to know how i am costing them money? could you tell me this cuz that doesn't make any sense to me. and SG will kick out whoever they feel is not representing the site. they could replace you in a second so please do not feel like you are the greatest thing to hit the site. as cheesy as it sounds, beauty is both on the inside and outside and while you may be gorgeous in the latter, you are hideous and repulsive in the former. that will shine through to those in your life, even if it doesn't on this site.

and this is NOT about SG not accepting me so drop that bullshit. when you got accepted i was happy for you and supported you. i could have told you nothign about the site and i could have not supported you. but i did. and that's because your happiness did mean something to me and sadly it still does. so you dont' care about my feelings, that is fine. i expect that from someone of your character, but please tell me, how am i latching on to your SG? waht is "your" SG? your journal? that i kindly warned you in? is that what you are referring to? god forbid i actually do somethign nice for somoen who ripped out my heart and spat on it. dont' threaten me because never once have i threatened you in any way. this onyl reflects poorly on you and you are lucky that i haven't taken any action against you.

go fuck yourself.

sincerly, the girl who is allowed to write her feelings in her OWN journal.