well my mood has definitly improved since this morning. work was actually okay, mainly because the bitch of a manager is gone on vacation for 10 days so i wasn't subjected to workign with her. and we got so many cool items of clothing in now. i have put a brown blazer with built in aqua hoodie that you can zip out on hold as well as these KILLER grey/aqua blue plaid pants that are so old man it's amazing. however i have no funds for them and if i get this job at boathouse, there goes my discount, so i must find a way to purchase them soon. the pants are 35 with my discount and the jacket is 65. and as for boathouse, i called today at 4 when i still hadn't heard from them and talked to the manager, who by the way remembered who i was, adn found out that she was still making her decisions and is calling everyone on monday. so it sucks that i have to wait the whole weekend now before i figure shit out, but i must be in teh running or else she would have told me seh wasnt' interested. hopefully showing interest by calling to follow up will get me some points.
then tonight i went out for coffee with an old friend and it wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be. we were close once before but he pissed me off and i pisssed him off and we are slowly rebuilding the friendship. so that was good times. so now i am again hopped up on caffeine and i need to be up at 10 tomorrow which i know is n't that early, but i have a lot of shit to do before i head into the city for the last night of debauchery with adrian.
thanks again to all of the comments of support from ppl. the ppl on this site are one of the reasons i love it so.
good night my lovelies.
then tonight i went out for coffee with an old friend and it wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be. we were close once before but he pissed me off and i pisssed him off and we are slowly rebuilding the friendship. so that was good times. so now i am again hopped up on caffeine and i need to be up at 10 tomorrow which i know is n't that early, but i have a lot of shit to do before i head into the city for the last night of debauchery with adrian.
thanks again to all of the comments of support from ppl. the ppl on this site are one of the reasons i love it so.
good night my lovelies.



I'm sorry that I missed your last entry, but I am glad to see that you are feeling a little bit better today.