nariko

Yesterday, my classmates and I received a sad new; a girl in my animation class just killed herself. She was only 18. I cannot say how I feel right now, but I cant deal with it, she wasnt a good friend of mine only a girl I used to see every day since last august that I dont know a damn thing, only her name and with who she used to hang out, but thats it. I think about how she was in class, and no one had found out she didnt feel all right, she was always smiling and laughing in class. I know that almost of the time, you couldnt see it coming through but its so strange. I dont know what happened to her to decide to kill herself, I just dont understand