So, it's great that I quit smoking.
But, my mom and my b/f are tugging at me from their respective (opposite) ends of my rope.
And my chest feels tight.
I hope this is sympathy pain b/c my b/f pulled a muscle or something in his chest.
Let's talk about how I feel, though. I don't want to get married. I haven't been spending enough time working. I need some time to myself, so while I am supposed to be working, I sometimes fuck around the internet. My vices include fantasy baseball, SG, and shopping (BMG, ringside, concert tix). I haven't worn makeup for some time. I feel fat b/c my b/f eats shit for food (well, good stuff, too, let's be fair). I am not getting in the color spectrum of vegetables. I need more data. I need to swim in the ocean and pretend that I will never go back. Then, the lifeguard will blow his whistle at me, I will not hear it for some time, then I will notice and try to swim back to shore against the current.
But, my mom and my b/f are tugging at me from their respective (opposite) ends of my rope.
And my chest feels tight.
I hope this is sympathy pain b/c my b/f pulled a muscle or something in his chest.
Let's talk about how I feel, though. I don't want to get married. I haven't been spending enough time working. I need some time to myself, so while I am supposed to be working, I sometimes fuck around the internet. My vices include fantasy baseball, SG, and shopping (BMG, ringside, concert tix). I haven't worn makeup for some time. I feel fat b/c my b/f eats shit for food (well, good stuff, too, let's be fair). I am not getting in the color spectrum of vegetables. I need more data. I need to swim in the ocean and pretend that I will never go back. Then, the lifeguard will blow his whistle at me, I will not hear it for some time, then I will notice and try to swim back to shore against the current.
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melodic_on_1200s:
caught in the current. actually been there. kinda scary. you dont look like you need makeup and yay for quiting smoking. smile
actuallynotyou:
Hey there girl. Thank god the bosox won a game again. I knew it was to early to get too happpy. I just got tickets to a game at Fenway in two weeks (vs Blue Jays). Hope you find what you are after. Congrats on quitting smoking.