Since Friday my bf has been away to help his sister paint her Bf's new house in PA, and I've been left home alone. I've realized how terribly early I would naturally wake on my own; 6:45 yesterday and 5:45 today. I'm truly a morning person but it's hard to be a morning person when you share your bed.
I went to sleep with my study books beside me and my iPod, so as soon as I woke up I drank my glass of water that's on my mini fridge beside me then spent the first 25 mins of my day studying in bed. My blinds are slightly opened a little so the sun will greet me. Yes I'm that kind of girl.
I didn't have to close the bedroom door and bathroom door so I can wash my face. Didn't have to quietly work in the kitchen as I prepared tea. It was soothing, not worrying about making noise.and I didn't feel guilty going to bed early like I usually do. I always want to spend the most time together, and it'll be to the point I start nodding off on the couch.
I didn't have to hear or watch any yelling, cursing or horror scenes through the television. I was able to watch what I wanted without feeling like I had to explain myself or hear "oh, im not in the mood to read subtitles."
I'm usually terrible at being alone, but this weekend, I actually enjoyed it.
Health update: I'm feeling better. Throat is a bit sore and if I try to breathe in aggressively through my nose I feel terrible pressure on the back of my head.
Hope you're all doing okay.
I went to sleep with my study books beside me and my iPod, so as soon as I woke up I drank my glass of water that's on my mini fridge beside me then spent the first 25 mins of my day studying in bed. My blinds are slightly opened a little so the sun will greet me. Yes I'm that kind of girl.
I didn't have to close the bedroom door and bathroom door so I can wash my face. Didn't have to quietly work in the kitchen as I prepared tea. It was soothing, not worrying about making noise.and I didn't feel guilty going to bed early like I usually do. I always want to spend the most time together, and it'll be to the point I start nodding off on the couch.
I didn't have to hear or watch any yelling, cursing or horror scenes through the television. I was able to watch what I wanted without feeling like I had to explain myself or hear "oh, im not in the mood to read subtitles."
I'm usually terrible at being alone, but this weekend, I actually enjoyed it.
Health update: I'm feeling better. Throat is a bit sore and if I try to breathe in aggressively through my nose I feel terrible pressure on the back of my head.
Hope you're all doing okay.
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sobelle:
She reminds me of a cat! haha
pax_:
Sounds like it! I know how the job hunt is. I've been super lazy this week because I'm dreading looking. I hope something good comes up for you though! All you can do is keep on going.