nancy_boy

so I feel like killing my self! cuddles and I broke up....for good...I dont know what im go'n to do...he left me with nothing...I love him soo much....he said he couldn't be with me because of GOD! I GUESS his church thinks being gay is wrong ....What do i say to that...what hurts is ...knowing he loves me...but still leave'n me .....Licktystyx had me move in with her...now i have to get job....shes a good fried....I want to call him so bad.....he means everything to me...or did...I dont think a could do all this ...he made it seem like everything was ok..who knew...I dont think i'll get over this ...I thought he was the one....o-well !