nancy_boy

I need HELP! cuddles birthday is coming up.for once in are relationship I have money ,you know to do something for his birthday...Im thinking of taking him to dinner .....just the to of us ...and after have a small getogether with are friends.....sounds good right...thats not my problem....see ever sense we've been together hes done everything for me ....gives me what ever I want ,makes me feel special....I love him & he loves me....so for his b-day I was thinking of giving him a ring even though I see my self as the girl in the relationship...I want to show him how much I really love him and that i mean it...Is it to soon?I don't want to scare him...we've talked about it ..he said he doesn't see him self with anyone other than me....but still...is it to soon? he makes me so happy. hes the one for me ...you know when people ask you what your looking for when you're look'n for the "right" one hes it ...hes the one .....Im freaking my self out as I right this just because I never thought I would feel like this for anyone .....what really scares me is the fact that I don't think I deserve all this happyness...I feel its going to be take'n away from me ....I just want to make him feel the way hes made me feel...( crying now )I have less than a month to get my self together ..please help...I feel like my head is going to pop!!! my hart is not use to all these things called "FEELINGS"