Dear journal,


On saturday I had my 2nd Quasi-date with boy# 2.
we went out to see Garden State...It was fun ...I think we both had a good time...The only thing thats geting to me is the fact that hes nice....to nice...Every time I ever go out on a date with someone they would try to kiss me or something...not this guy....I guess hes...
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So Im babysitting Right now.....And the kid That Im watching told me......"You are nothing ....You're just the babysiter and Im your boss!" ...Kids these days hes 5..... the sad part is ...he is my boss

Dear journal,

Last night I had a quasi-Date with a new boy..His name is Sean...he's 24...unlike the other Quasi-date I had with the last guy, this one went really well..I could see my self spending alittle more time with this guy we're trying to set some thing up for next week... O-and Quasi-date
guy#1 is still talk'n to me even though I didnt want to...
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Dear journal,


So I went on quasi-Date number 2 Last Night....It went really good... We went to dinner...after that we took a walk and then got some coffee....after we left the coffee shop ..we went back to his house to "Watch a movie!" I played hard to get at first....but we started to make out anyways...I think I was moving to slow for him or...
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This song wraps up all the craziness of the past week for sweetness and I ( we are 2 lucky summs/bitches)......love ya bebe!
Words to live by..."Good things Happen to Bad people!"

if you're going to end it all
come out with me tonight
drown yourself in alcohol
might as well have a good time
if you're going to end it all
whats just...
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I walk on concrete
I walk on sand
But i can't find
A safe place to stand
I'm scared baby
I wanna run
This world's crazy
Gimme the gun

I HATE my self...Im a bad person and a bad friend....