naleag_deco

I've been forcing myself to watch anal porn recently. Personally I find it gross, but I know enough people who enjoy it really enjoy it. Not only that, but since I'm attracted to adventurous people I'm probably at some point going to be called upon in some way. And honestly, if it isn't all that hard, why not?

So I've been trying to desensitize myself and it doesn't work all that well. The first few times I had to shut down my movie player, and even now I have to grit my teeth and curl up a little. To highlight my resistance, I accidentally downloaded some intersexed porn and went "ooh, neato" upon the discovery.

I think the problem is that, in the porns I have seen, the penises are always being rapidly jammed, giving the implication of violence. Not only that, but the reactions of the recievers tend to seem more authenthic ... not that I'd know, but their hands twitch a little more, they find it harder to concentrate on the camera, their eyes get a little wilder, etc.... Is there no gentle analling? Does it miss the point?

I suppose a good point is that, assuming this isn't completely faked, it implies that the sphinctour(?) isn't as breakable as I assume it to be.