hmm ok in the effort to share more about me..
I'm ex army, having spent a year in Germany. I was discharged on a psychological discharge. As the Army drove my stress levels up and I started cutting myself while in. Since out I have not done so and it's been nearly 10 years. Go me. I usually tell people I got a medical for tearing my achilles tendon in 7 places wich I also did.
I met a great friend in the army who I truly believe that If I had more faith in myself would have been the one for me.
I managed to not only get through my short tour in the army but the year in Germany without any major and minor drinking. And to this day I rarely drink at all.
I was 17 when I enlisted..shipped out 2 days after graduation. I scored high enough to qualify for every single job the Army had.
So..lots of odd jobs...grocery stores, gas station...drug stores... all this time I also was a virgin until I was 24, then literally flew across the country from NY to Oregon to meet up with an online friend 14 years my senior who was an ego builder and a great teacher. She taught me alot, but she also didn't teach me enough. Spent 2 weeks with her...then moved in with another online friend and her boyfriend... with the understanding that I would give him a break and help out inthe sex department... big mistake on my part that little bit of ego I had buillt up was improved there and infact deflated alittle. I didnt stay there long.
that's it for now. perhaps soon I'll post more...and as always ask away. I like questions.
I'm ex army, having spent a year in Germany. I was discharged on a psychological discharge. As the Army drove my stress levels up and I started cutting myself while in. Since out I have not done so and it's been nearly 10 years. Go me. I usually tell people I got a medical for tearing my achilles tendon in 7 places wich I also did.
I met a great friend in the army who I truly believe that If I had more faith in myself would have been the one for me.
I managed to not only get through my short tour in the army but the year in Germany without any major and minor drinking. And to this day I rarely drink at all.
I was 17 when I enlisted..shipped out 2 days after graduation. I scored high enough to qualify for every single job the Army had.
So..lots of odd jobs...grocery stores, gas station...drug stores... all this time I also was a virgin until I was 24, then literally flew across the country from NY to Oregon to meet up with an online friend 14 years my senior who was an ego builder and a great teacher. She taught me alot, but she also didn't teach me enough. Spent 2 weeks with her...then moved in with another online friend and her boyfriend... with the understanding that I would give him a break and help out inthe sex department... big mistake on my part that little bit of ego I had buillt up was improved there and infact deflated alittle. I didnt stay there long.
that's it for now. perhaps soon I'll post more...and as always ask away. I like questions.