Hallo Hallo.
Well today, or rather last night, i finally managed to sleep a bit longer then my usual 3 hours. lol. Yay me. went to sleep at 1am (usual time) and woke up today at 12pm ish
like wow. that's different for me. lol. anyways. Got up and did my usual routine.. coffee.. smoke.. checked my BBM.. no new messages. no surprise there. and got to my computer. logged onto Skype while busy loading Photoshop to continue my little project (i'll upload the before and after project when I'm done). and i was wondering how one of my friends is doing. who lives in Texas. (not gonna mention names again as usual out of respect) well my skype told me that there is no new information available on this contact as it has been too long since she came online. hmm well ok. went onto FB to message her and surprise "Your message could not be delivered as you are blocked" .. wow! like WTF! Since when? i thought. round about that time i got a message from my Best Friend on BBM. I replied to her with a short "Hi" not thinking.. was more upset about the block.. so i went onto twitter. and surprise surprise. my friend blocked me there too. Double Wow!. .. now here i'm sitting and thinking. what did I do to warrant this treatment? I was nothing but nice to her. supportive. yeah sure one or two heated arguments and discussions arose. but that's what friends do right?.. while sitting there i checked my BBM again and realized. oh shit! i was rude now to my best friend and immediately apologized.
I guess what i'm trying to get at here. well.. am not really sure why i'm saying this on my blog. but fuck it. anyways. my point is. why would she block me.. especially without saying a word? Don't i, like anyone else at least deserve the respect to be told "Hey sweety. nothing personal but i have to unfriend you. my new boyfriend (or whatever) is super jealous" or something along that line. Really now. i wasn't pissed because she unfriended me. i mean hell i am a very understanding and patient guy. and i would have understood. i'm sure we all have been there with super jealous spouses. no. what pissed me off is that i didn't even deserve as much respect and consideration to be at least made aware.
In my eyes and way of thinking and experience, yes a relationship should always come first. but don't discard your friends. cause in the end when the relationship fails. who is standing by you? who is there for you to console and comfort you? Yes! you're right. its your friends.
wow. now i feel better. guess i needed to get it out. and yes. i told my Best Friend what happened. but she's busy at work right now and i do understand that she cannot chat with me. All good love
So now imma go put on some Tunes and get back to finishing up this project, which is the longest i ever spend on a Photoshop project. it better be Epic!
Apocaliptica - I Don't care! dedicated to everyone that don't respect me.
Well today, or rather last night, i finally managed to sleep a bit longer then my usual 3 hours. lol. Yay me. went to sleep at 1am (usual time) and woke up today at 12pm ish
like wow. that's different for me. lol. anyways. Got up and did my usual routine.. coffee.. smoke.. checked my BBM.. no new messages. no surprise there. and got to my computer. logged onto Skype while busy loading Photoshop to continue my little project (i'll upload the before and after project when I'm done). and i was wondering how one of my friends is doing. who lives in Texas. (not gonna mention names again as usual out of respect) well my skype told me that there is no new information available on this contact as it has been too long since she came online. hmm well ok. went onto FB to message her and surprise "Your message could not be delivered as you are blocked" .. wow! like WTF! Since when? i thought. round about that time i got a message from my Best Friend on BBM. I replied to her with a short "Hi" not thinking.. was more upset about the block.. so i went onto twitter. and surprise surprise. my friend blocked me there too. Double Wow!. .. now here i'm sitting and thinking. what did I do to warrant this treatment? I was nothing but nice to her. supportive. yeah sure one or two heated arguments and discussions arose. but that's what friends do right?.. while sitting there i checked my BBM again and realized. oh shit! i was rude now to my best friend and immediately apologized. I guess what i'm trying to get at here. well.. am not really sure why i'm saying this on my blog. but fuck it. anyways. my point is. why would she block me.. especially without saying a word? Don't i, like anyone else at least deserve the respect to be told "Hey sweety. nothing personal but i have to unfriend you. my new boyfriend (or whatever) is super jealous" or something along that line. Really now. i wasn't pissed because she unfriended me. i mean hell i am a very understanding and patient guy. and i would have understood. i'm sure we all have been there with super jealous spouses. no. what pissed me off is that i didn't even deserve as much respect and consideration to be at least made aware.
In my eyes and way of thinking and experience, yes a relationship should always come first. but don't discard your friends. cause in the end when the relationship fails. who is standing by you? who is there for you to console and comfort you? Yes! you're right. its your friends.
wow. now i feel better. guess i needed to get it out. and yes. i told my Best Friend what happened. but she's busy at work right now and i do understand that she cannot chat with me. All good love
So now imma go put on some Tunes and get back to finishing up this project, which is the longest i ever spend on a Photoshop project. it better be Epic!
Apocaliptica - I Don't care! dedicated to everyone that don't respect me.