naiya

i feel really down today, feeling very lonely, crying at the drop of a hat, i try to stay positive and happy, i smileld all teh way through my fashion shoot today with Adam Cleaver, but it was all so faked. i'm exhausted, but waiting up for mitch so i can have a cuddle and a cry, i bet he won't even turn up, the only people i've seen outside of college hrs this week have been fleeting glimpses of my flat mates. i was sick last night, then i was fine and slept awfully, i'm going home on the 16th february, thanks to a dear friend, whom i love to bits and didnt have to pay to pay for my tickets. but will be paid back when i have the cash. i'm looking forward to going home again, seeing everyone, surprisin my mum, seeing my kitten, my rabbit.
i ordered a new phone today clicky
i haven't seen mark all week. hes ill apparently.
i'm looking forward to seeing cheesy on saturday and going shopping, i have missed her!
i'm going to find something random and happy smiley to send Tragique in the post, to make her smile





two random pics of me.. my bhoobs have grown since then
tis odd but good i now have clevage.

curled hair, went for a meal at star city on saturday night, was a bit p'eed of that i had to ask how i looked, but mhmm, i guess i had been off with him
need to pay my rent on monday, 848
i'm going to be over drawn again til i get my new cheque

i miss my mum and my cat


mum


my cat as he WAS


Now
he's like a bloody giant!