'You look stunning, you always do, but sometimes you just take my breath away'
I'm a bit emotional
P says its anxiety of me going, but it's inevitable that i was leaving, its just the date of which i will leaving my small confined world of Ramsey will be the 24th, and i will pushed out into the world of.. well the world of what? i just don't know, i mean i'm leaving, and i don't know what i'm leaving for, and what i'm leaving into. But i know if i don't do this now i never will. Like my friend, she left for uni on Friday, and she was back by Monday having 'hated it' and wanted to come home. I can't back out like that, this experience will be good for me, i'm just a bit anxious, but that would have been predictable.
This is me and Phil, he takes my pictures, he's a good friend, he's more than that, i've been seeing him on and off since 23rd January (By on/off i mean we've (mainly me) been seeing other people too, and were together til May, then we broke up, then we got back together a month and half ago, as we'd stopped talking, had a huge bust up and started talking again by July, then end of july we were sort of starting to see one another again). He's good for me, always brings the best out in me, makes me feel special and shows me that i am, and i love him for this, i love my time i get to spend with him, i dunno just i wish we were.. i dunno, that we had more time to make the most of what we have now, it's stronger than what it was before, or at least it seems it. Tonight will probably be the last time i see him before Christmas, i think it'll be pretty emotional, i mean i started crying on Sunday when we were just lying cuddling, and as i know tonight will be our farewell
'You don't need me to tell you how gorgeous you look, you already know'
I'm a bit emotional
P says its anxiety of me going, but it's inevitable that i was leaving, its just the date of which i will leaving my small confined world of Ramsey will be the 24th, and i will pushed out into the world of.. well the world of what? i just don't know, i mean i'm leaving, and i don't know what i'm leaving for, and what i'm leaving into. But i know if i don't do this now i never will. Like my friend, she left for uni on Friday, and she was back by Monday having 'hated it' and wanted to come home. I can't back out like that, this experience will be good for me, i'm just a bit anxious, but that would have been predictable.
This is me and Phil, he takes my pictures, he's a good friend, he's more than that, i've been seeing him on and off since 23rd January (By on/off i mean we've (mainly me) been seeing other people too, and were together til May, then we broke up, then we got back together a month and half ago, as we'd stopped talking, had a huge bust up and started talking again by July, then end of july we were sort of starting to see one another again). He's good for me, always brings the best out in me, makes me feel special and shows me that i am, and i love him for this, i love my time i get to spend with him, i dunno just i wish we were.. i dunno, that we had more time to make the most of what we have now, it's stronger than what it was before, or at least it seems it. Tonight will probably be the last time i see him before Christmas, i think it'll be pretty emotional, i mean i started crying on Sunday when we were just lying cuddling, and as i know tonight will be our farewell
'You don't need me to tell you how gorgeous you look, you already know'
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great new pic!