i feel lost and empty today.. i went to nmc last night which was a huge legal cruise... and it was amazing, it was fucking awesome, there was 700 + cars in attendance and 25 show cars, lambo door kits, wide arches, custom ice installs, huge kits - was fucking amazing, it really did, went with my friend kaylors. Met with mark (Who's this guy... Read More
I'll be the one to say it...
It's a hard pill to swallow, but bottom line, it's for the best. Right now you're clinging to what you consider to be the last true moments you felt happy, but don't forget, there's a reason he's your ex. It's good to reminisce on the good 'ol days, but don't kid yourself, even if you plan on patching things up and you both agree in giving it another shot, it'll never be the same relationship again. Plus, it's obvious you've both started to move on and forward with your lives, you should keep your mind on that track.
I'm sorry if this sounds a bit harsh, but I just don't want you to immerse yourself in the what if's, only to come into some harsher realizations. You're not alone now, nor will you ever be. You should stop thinking that you are.
ok so heres the story..
on Sunday i had a breakdown, a big one. i hit rock bottom and i melted. i took a rather large overdose, and cut my arm up pretty badly, no-one was in. the flat was empty and i broke, i don't know why, something just snapped, i calmly wrote a letter to everyone, i didn't even cry that's how certain... Read More
things have been a little hectic here so i'm sorry for the lack of blog and this ones going to be short too
me and mark broke up officially on my birthday, i think he wants me back, i don't think i could hack a relationship with him again..
anyway i'm seeing a new guy.. but he's currently ignoring me so i'll let you all... Read More
*yawns* so i've come from a week at home. i'll update properly at a later date. but basically, i don't trust him anymore, so where's the point in it?
jolly good...i had a fantastic time at home, had a lovely few days, and a lovely meal out thank you..
right i'm off again for a week now, i'll update properly when i'm back form Italy,... Read More