nailedinplace

damn it's been a long ass time since i posted but i been away from the computer for awhile so
i'm gonna use that as an excuse annd if you don't like it TOO BAD , haha........well first off i made a lil
upgrade and bought myself a new computer bein that the one i was usin before was the family computer
and slow as hell ( plus my nieces and nephew are always on it and they kept erasing my shit ) .......
it's a pretty bad ass computer so far , it got a touchscreen , a webcam ( which i have no idea how to use anyway haha ) and all sorts of cool shit that i havn't figured out yet .......although i did figure out how to put a pic of visha suicide as my desktop sweeeeettt lol .......... i got fucked last week when some crackhead bastards threw a 40 oz bottle thru my car window and stole my fuckin stereo which i only had for 3 months right out of my fuckin driveway at home !! my sister heard my car alarm goin off at 3am and
didn 't even think to look out the window or wake me up , WTF she was thinkin i don't know ...... oh well
what goess around comes around , what really pissed me off was that the next night they broke my fuckin window again , broke off my antena , popped my hood , and put my dipstick in the antena slot ! ....... geeez who did i piss off ? lol i don't have many enemies anymore or so i thought ?? atleast they didn't take anything else i guess although it would have been great if they would've stole the whole truck so i can get some insurance money and get a more affordable car .........so that cost me about 300 bucks for both the windows and to fix the electrical wiring they fucked up when they ripped my radio out , plus i had to miss 2 days of work which cost me about 400 bucks ...... i guess that tattoo party i wanted to have for my birthday next month won't be happening after all thanks to alll that drama ......... to keep the bad news rolling i also broke one of my back teeth on my tongue rings when i was eating lunch at work haha guess i better chew slower from now on ..........i'm still trying to stick to my new year's resolution which was to concentrate on puttin myslef in the position to be able to start looking at some houses so i can finally have a place of my own , but i know this is gonna take some time . i gotta get my credit straight , try to pay my truck off asap , save an ass load of money , ect . it's all good though cuz i know that if i keep workin hard for it i WILL reach this goal eventually and it's gonna feel damn good when i got my own place !! haha maybe then i can actaully start meeting some girls maybe have a lil privacy ya know ? cause there is no such thing as privacy where i'm at right now thats for sure although i can't blame my shitty dating life on still living at home haha ....... i guess i'm just to shy to try and break the ice with a girl i'm interested in , it's my curse , shyness ....... it sucks and i wish i had more balls in that department but thats just me i guess ...... well i'm quiting smoking pot today due to the fact that their bringing some random drug test bullsshit at work ...... that sucks .... i think peoples personal lives should be left up to them as long as they keep it seperate from work ya know ? but i know that i'm one of the very few people who will quit just to keep a job at the refinery ( most will just go work in another steel mill or do road work ) but i tryin to be responsible and i know i'm makin a real smart move by quiting so thats that .... haha i know i'm just gonna drink more now that i can't smoke but one thing at a time ! ...... one of the guys i went to highschool with got killed in one of the steel mills last week ....... 23 years old , just got engaged , just closed on a house , and now he's gone ...... not only does that make me appreciate what i have but it made me respect my surroundings at work more because as much as i like my job i can never forget that it is dangerous and not everyone gets the privilage to go home safe from work everyday ........ thats all i got for now .........happy new year everyone ........