naeli

My pot of luck must have reached the bottom because I have had zero luck lately. Since my last blog post, a bunch has changed and definitely for the worst. My father was celebrating his 86th birthday yesterday and not only was he in the hospital, it was also his last day here. At 8:38 pm last night, I watched my father flat line and the entire experience keeps replaying in my mind. I woke up this morning with a huge void in my heart knowing that he's not going to be here with my family and I in person anymore. The worst part is that we don't have a cause of death. The hospital that he was at made so many mistakes and in the medical field, when it comes to someone's life, there is no room for mistakes. My Daddy isn't here anymore and I have no answer to my question of "Why?". I could understand making a small error but they have done us so wrong and even went as far as going behind our backs to give him a medication that he did not need and was never on. My family and I are going to put up a legal fight after we lay my father to rest and I hope he knows that we are not doing it for the money aspect but for the simple reason of us wanting to know what happened. 2 days ago, his doctor was saying that he was ready to be moved to rehabilitation and now he's not even here anymore. I know my dad will always be in my heart but I also know that it was not written in the books for his life to end so abruptly. I will find justice for my Dad and I will make him proud.