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I think because my mother is Mexican and because my father was an addict...
I think because they were immigrants...
I think that is why I try so fucking hard.
And I think if I wasn't built out of hour glasses...
If I wasn't so emotional...
I think I might be more attractive.
I think if I never found out my dad was working 3...
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I think because they were immigrants...
I think that is why I try so fucking hard.
And I think if I wasn't built out of hour glasses...
If I wasn't so emotional...
I think I might be more attractive.
I think if I never found out my dad was working 3...
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armsxlikexblades:
Oh great...here goes the whole "my mother is a Mexican" excuse for being an overachiever.
is it nature....
or nurture...
that makes Nadia push and push and push?
hell if I know...but I don't think there's really much I could ever imagine that would make you "more attractive." You might be LESS annoying...but you certainly don't have to worry about being attractive...At least not to others with the same stripe of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and status anxiety. Some people dig annoyingly compicated individuals like you. Go figure. Beaner.
is it nature....
or nurture...
that makes Nadia push and push and push?
hell if I know...but I don't think there's really much I could ever imagine that would make you "more attractive." You might be LESS annoying...but you certainly don't have to worry about being attractive...At least not to others with the same stripe of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and status anxiety. Some people dig annoyingly compicated individuals like you. Go figure. Beaner.
armsxlikexblades:
I DO NOT smirk.
I grimmace.
It's more mysterious and sexy.
....sort of.
Actually...come to think of it....it just makes me look constipated.
I miss you too. Don't you owe me flan or some shit? I swear you promised me food of some kind.
I grimmace.
It's more mysterious and sexy.
....sort of.
Actually...come to think of it....it just makes me look constipated.
I miss you too. Don't you owe me flan or some shit? I swear you promised me food of some kind.
when i was three my mom took me to get my booster shots. she tells me this story whenever i feel hurt or let down:
"i sat you down on the little bench and the doctor came in to give you your shots.
you were scared and shy so you wouldn't look at him.
so he crouched down on his knees and looked up at...
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"i sat you down on the little bench and the doctor came in to give you your shots.
you were scared and shy so you wouldn't look at him.
so he crouched down on his knees and looked up at...
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travisja:
Smacking a doctor in the face oh yeah! Awsome! I am sorry to see that you are still hurting. 
Big hug for you! 
Relationships are such a pain sometimes.
Define the moment, don't let the moment define you.
Big hug for you! Relationships are such a pain sometimes.
Define the moment, don't let the moment define you.
eero:
kickass story.
i guess i don't really have anything great to say, but buck up kiddo. we all still think you're pretty damn neat-o complete-o!
i guess i don't really have anything great to say, but buck up kiddo. we all still think you're pretty damn neat-o complete-o!
ok....
So what do you do when the guy you gave your heart to gets completely careless with it? And throws it away. And then comes crawling back a few days later trying to dust it off and tape the pieces back together?
Do you let him, because you still love him and risk the same occurance happening again?
Or do you cut your losses...
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So what do you do when the guy you gave your heart to gets completely careless with it? And throws it away. And then comes crawling back a few days later trying to dust it off and tape the pieces back together?
Do you let him, because you still love him and risk the same occurance happening again?
Or do you cut your losses...
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eero:
dance.
dance.
travisja:
There is always a chance that the same thing will happen again. That depends on the person -1- if they know what they are doing wrong and 2- do they care.
Communication is the most important thing. Let him know exactly how you feel. I hate to use used cars as a metaphor, but it tends to work here. Moving on to someone else is like trading in your car for another used car. Sure you get rid of those old annoying problems, but you will get stuck with a whole new set of problems too.
Knowing that you can't change people - that kind of change has to come from themselves. You have to ask "Can you accept me the way I am and can I accept you the way you are"?
I hope things work out for you.
Communication is the most important thing. Let him know exactly how you feel. I hate to use used cars as a metaphor, but it tends to work here. Moving on to someone else is like trading in your car for another used car. Sure you get rid of those old annoying problems, but you will get stuck with a whole new set of problems too.
Knowing that you can't change people - that kind of change has to come from themselves. You have to ask "Can you accept me the way I am and can I accept you the way you are"?
I hope things work out for you.
i just got my heart broken.
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danhazelton:
thats ok, i have needle and thread and even some super glue if you need it. sorry to hear sad news though. time heals everything. hang in there.
armsxlikexblades:
ice cream. lots and lots of ice cream.
sorry kiddo.
sorry kiddo.
The Boy left me to go have gay sex in a van with his bandmates for two weeks.
Can someone live without their heart for that long?
I've gotten waaaay to use to sleeping with him... that's for damn sure. I haven't been able to sleep for shit since he left. His snorning and muscle spasms are more comforting than i thought. And my legs...
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Can someone live without their heart for that long?
I've gotten waaaay to use to sleeping with him... that's for damn sure. I haven't been able to sleep for shit since he left. His snorning and muscle spasms are more comforting than i thought. And my legs...
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armsxlikexblades:
Gay sex in vans is'nt half as bad as you make it out to be....
viciousdemalice:
Gay sex can be fun, you should try it. As for why I got fired, unofficially, I didn't follow company policy by turning in lost money found on the ground, but as far as they are concerned, I stole it. There's more, but read my post to find out. This message will self destruct in five........four.......three.............two...................................................................will the owner of a white honda please move your vehicle..........one!!!!!
<3 brings me dinner, when i'm studying and don't have time to eat.
<3 breaks into my house in the middle of the day to retrieve my school notes, because i suck at life and forget everything.
<3 always has water next to his bed because he knows i wake up like 643728764 times a night thirsty as all hell.
<3 always reminds me to...
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<3 breaks into my house in the middle of the day to retrieve my school notes, because i suck at life and forget everything.
<3 always has water next to his bed because he knows i wake up like 643728764 times a night thirsty as all hell.
<3 always reminds me to...
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armsxlikexblades:
oooooooorrrrr maaaaybeeeee....he's the luckiest guy in the world. It's great that you appreciate him so much.
viciousdemalice:
Dude, you got the kind of guy that makes the rest of us scumbags look even worse. Do me a favor and don't tell my girl that there are actually guys worth dating in the world, she might realize I'm not actually worth the time and end up ditching me for someone like your guy.
You two seem absolutely great together, I wish you guys all the best in everything you do, for all time, and years and years after that.
Toodles and enjoy the waffles!!!
Edited to fix my jacked spelling
[Edited on Mar 16, 2005 10:47AM]
You two seem absolutely great together, I wish you guys all the best in everything you do, for all time, and years and years after that.
Toodles and enjoy the waffles!!!
Edited to fix my jacked spelling
[Edited on Mar 16, 2005 10:47AM]
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eero:
his tattoo is slightly cooler than my pizza with a slice missing on my elbow.
confound it.
confound it.
atticus1120:
Damn, it's been a while since me and another dude smashed on each other's asses with a wooden mallet and took pictures of the damage...ahhhh, memories. I thought I had repressed them but now they're flooding back...
It's March and everyone's crazy.
School is sucking out my very soul. goddammit.
the paper i wrote tonight has no ending and won't print. thankfully it's only a rough draft...that was due two days ago, in the only class in which i feel like i have something to prove..
Midterms don't seem to be ending this semester. One after another after another and then they...
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School is sucking out my very soul. goddammit.
the paper i wrote tonight has no ending and won't print. thankfully it's only a rough draft...that was due two days ago, in the only class in which i feel like i have something to prove..
Midterms don't seem to be ending this semester. One after another after another and then they...
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lucabrasi:
where do you go to school?
nikonphoto80:
Im sure you warm people's heart with your smile too. 
timeoftheeclipse:
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
she is so freaking adorable
i want kids
really really badly
but im not quite ready yet
but i cant wait
she is so freaking adorable
i want kids
really really badly
but im not quite ready yet
but i cant wait
I'll give ya a call...or vice versa...but we both know how you are with phones.
China....ah...yes. My memories of China consist of several CHINAMEN and women invading my personal space (touching, tugging, laughing, putting their face in my face)because they'd hardly ever seen a white man before...
...helping out a needy child...only to have the coin I dropped in his empty cup become the GONG that sounded the go ahead for the MOB that then decended on me looking for a handout. I almost did'nt make it out alive....
...thousands and thousands of bikes and pedestrians and cars...with no lanes...NO RULES. The streets could'nt be more disorganized if a blind man were the urban planner.
...walking into a convienience store in Shanghai to buy a pack of gum...only to walk out because there were dead chickens...and I swear to you...dogs...hanging from the shelf above the candy....
...seeing possibly the most beautiful asian woman I have ever seen in my life at the Yu Yuan Garden giftshop. I'll never forget how gorgeous she was across the room. I walked in the door and music started playing. You know the music...LOVE at first sight music....then....
then....
then she smiled.
The music came to a screetching halt.
I've never seen teeth so green. China is definately the most foreign of the foreign countries I've been. Worth the trip...but I dunno...it creeped me out in a way I can't explain. You should go.