nadya

Today I walked into a little store on the other side of Anaheim. I used to stop by there everyday to say hi when I use to live down the street. And I didn't think I'd get much of a response to my overdue visit...
Little did I know.

I was picked up and hugged and my face held in caring hands. And they said "Where have you been?" and "where did you go?".

I haven't smiled that big in so long.

Maybe I should do that more often.

Leave for awhile then come back just to feel the joy of being missed and wondered for.

So I have $300 and I think that could buy me a ticket to somewhere.

Maybe somewhere with big gray buildings and lots of people who ride the subway.

And I'd buy a little map of the place and circle all the areas they don't tell you to go in a red pencil.

Find some small park with old trees. Some cold little playground...

and just swing.


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cuz i think it was a funny convo:

NahDeeYa: bobby.
Bobster454: Nadia
NahDeeYa: find me a date
NahDeeYa: or Ill kill you
Bobster454: ok, any certain type you are lookin for?
NahDeeYa: uh
NahDeeYa: preferably a transsexual.
NahDeeYa: over fifty
NahDeeYa: with a drinking problem and a crack habit thats under 20 dollars
Bobster454: well then your in luck
NahDeeYa: he should be..... good looking.
NahDeeYa: *not a moron.
NahDeeYa: and should have a self esteem problem.
Bobster454: self esteem problem is at the top of my list for characteristics, then looks good
NahDeeYa: word
NahDeeYa: seriouly..i dont want a moron.
NahDeeYa: if he has no brains he should make up for it by having a huge dick..
NahDeeYa: haha.. j/k
NahDeeYa: i wish i could really be that superficial
Bobster454: that's no joke
NahDeeYa: Forget it.. Im drunk.
Bobster454: youre drunk?
NahDeeYa: not at all rarely touch the stuff, but I do like to use it as an excuse anyways
NahDeeYa: cuz I cant be like "phew... all that cheesecake I just ate made me retarded!"