nadya

Don't take apart the little strings i have sewn to the edges of my heart
I put them their so you could tug on my emotions forever

sometimes i lay awake hoping you're tossing...turning

That night you rested on my chest...
I could feel your heart beat between my thighs.

Today the sun warmed the corner of my bed.
And so I crawled to that spot and pretended it was you.
Just rested my head where your hand should have been.
Prayed your fingers started tingling.
So maybe you'd think of me too.

If only you knew the way I looked at you.
If only you knew that I spend hours window shopping
wishing I had more money to dress up
so that maybe you might want to dress me down.