nadir

my month off this summer made me seriously forget how tired teaching makes you

i am not sure how long i want to continue to teach -- but it will be here in my current school for as long as i last

but i do not know what else to do

i did the law thing for awhile, but got sick of sucking corperate dick
managed an art house theater, but agian suck some pretty disusting cock
now, mind you i am not opposed to my lips straped around a good dick, but at least when i want it i am not being deep throated for months on end...

so now i sit -- no, stand all day -- comunicating the evils of our system to 11 - 14 year olds

i think i just miss adult conversation
rational thought process
hell i just miss days when i can hear about things other than yu-gi-oh and pokemon

hell at least some of my kids enjoy superheros

but i do not think i can handle the non-reading aspect of my job
i miss reading about 3-4 books amonth, last year i read 3 books all school year, aside from school texts and kids books

which way to turn