n8tvegrl

Damn. Just when you think you're over some silly crush you find out you've just been fooling yourself. And who would've thought I'd get a crush on a self important, boastful, know it all?

Not only that but he's over weight, lives on another continent, bickers with me constantly, and judges me unmercifully. I find myself wanting to kick him in the shins and yet embrace him at the same time.

What's wrong with me?

And when we weren't speaking it was like the universe was trying to fuck with me the whole time. Everything came back to the Dutch somehow and reminded me of him. Grrrrrrrrrrrr....

I hate being human sometimes... makes me wish I was a robot!