n2ocowboy

So I just got back from my sisters wedding. It was rad. Pretty small, just family and friends. I cried! When I saw my sis all done up, looking so beautiful walking down the aisle, I lost it and cried. Im so happy and proud of her, this is her dream come true, and the boy is really cool. It was a family bonanza let me tell you, all of the people came outta the woodwork for this shit and it was great to see all my cousins and family friends together. I was sneaking drinks to my little cousins! It was so cute, they were all red faced and tipsy! And I totally fell inlove with this girl who was serving drinks, oh my fucking god was she ever beautiful. We were making flirty eyes all night, but I chickened out and didnt talk to her. What am I gonna say, im some princess dandy boy at my parents country club, and she is serving me and family drinks. I felt like an idiot. She was working and I felt weird about chatting her up while she was so busy and what not. I felt dumb, me in my suit and shiny shoes and all, i was embarrassed. I eventually changed back into my jeans and cowboy boots, as a gesture to show her I was really a rudeboy under the dandy suit, but by that time she was off for the night. But she was so lovely, the most sparkling eyes and a smile so bright.... sigh
im lonely, i need cuddles and hugs and kisses, its been so long since I even really hugged someone or much less smooched someone, I need some human contact bad! All this travelling and cruisin around the country has made me so weary and detached. I miss my bed and my pillows, I miss my friends and my girls that I can snuggle with. I wanna go home to Montreal.
Soon enough, just a few more days and I will be home.

gnight suicide land
this little cowboy is sleepy

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