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Monday Feb 24, 2003

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why am i such a tard?

by: the a_N_tenna

all that being around him serves to do is make me self-conscious, robotic, terse and apprehensive.

i don't wonder why these things happen, because i already know, i merely i think its absurd that they do. i nearly broke out into tears in the middle of class today at my inability to be a half normal person with him around.

so....how in hell am i supposed to work up the nerve to talk to him? drink before class? or maybe i can continue to take those pills the 'professionals' think i need, but the price for that is the
complete
surrender
of my sanity.

why are all of my frards in relationships when i can't even so much as say hi to this stupid fuck that's making me so uncomfortable?

why has the smiths' "i know its over suddenly become my swan song'...my credo?

you all are mental health professionals...enlighten me.

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
invinoveritas:
duder, from one frard to the other i think we are all a little re-re in this area. If you talked to him i am sure he would enjoy it if he is anything like me. Your a cool cat frard skull
Feb 25, 2003
joyrider:
fuck, don't ask me. i wouldn't talk to him either. try gea's trick, or convince yourself that he's just as shy/damaged as you. if you're attracted to him, he probably is.

your new mantra:
"i'm fuct, he's fuct, we should talk"
Feb 25, 2003

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