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what do you want me to say?

i don't know if i'm gonna pack it in and move anywhere. just yesterday when i was driving down taylor street by UIC (you chicagoans will know what i'm talking about) i had one of those sappy nostalgic moments and was like "i can't leave chicago, this city has been too good to me!"

followed by: "damnit i'm too small town indie rock for new york or LA!" (whatever the fuck that means...)

according to cost of living indices LA is actually cheaper than chicago???? can that be true? new york certainly isn't though ihave a friend in brooklyn who keeps trying to tell me that its quite affordable.

its a difficult decision because one part of me is a big city person and the other gravitates more toward smaller cities with good indie (music) communities, like athens, omaha, olympia and so on.

ok, enough of this. i have to figure this out on my own, and stop pestering the frards.