@vorpal suggested for us hopefuls on instagram to talk about our journey on suicide girls. My journey started in 2004 as I sat in my friends chair at Mia and Maxx this hair salon in my home town of Milwaukee. She was telling me about this punk rock website where the chicks get naked and call themselves suicide girls. I thought well if she could be a suicide girl, I certainly could be. So I went home and began my search on how to become a suicide girl. Well in 2004 I was fifteen years old, not quite suicide girls target audience at the time but I knew once 2008 came around nothing was going to stop me from taking this site by storm.

(Myzaree in 2004.)

Well the storm didn't quite come. I got a membership here and another site and never quite dipped my toes in. So finally in 2010 when I applied I received the e-mail from suicide girls accepting my application to become a hopeful.

Members who have viewed all my sets, or friends who have been following me since I started constantly comment on my weight loss. (View all my sets here.) My first set BWBW debuted a week before my birthday in September of 2010 and I weighed 191 pounds. My eleventh set that debuted in September Clinomania a few weeks before my birthday this year I weighed 118 pounds.

I am confident, and I am strong, and I am brave and I am beautiful at any fucking size.

That goes for any woman.

Suicide Girls is a place that celebrates all our differences, and flaws and that is what keeps me and I'm sure (everyone) reading my blog coming back for more.

I now have my 12th SET here on suicidegirls! I'm not gonna stop there! Lucky number 13 is coming up! Maybe by then "I'll be part of your world."

Here's a little coaxing until then!

I might not be everyone's cup of tea, but I am someone's and that's all that matters.

xoxo