mysterious3rdguy

my 15 year old kitty is now dying. he has kidney failure and the rest of his body is going into chaos. The hope is that he may respond to treatment tonight and if he does then i can get him feeling better to bring home. If not I have to put him to sleep and its the worse thing ever. It's been a long time since I've cried this much and I can't stop now. He's my baby and has been for 15 years. I don't know what to do. I don't deal with death well at all.