What I received from one of my four managers this evening was very much appreciated and heart felt. And no, it wasn't the pay check.
As some of you know, that flakey PedaNiles hasn't been showing up for work lately, chiefly due to his myriad of excuses. I'm walking out of the walk-in today and one manager comes up, the hardassed one who acts really tough, and says, "Hey, thanks a lot for being here and helping out with all this fucking Niles bullshit. I really appreciate it."
Another month of this very retarded job, and I'm calling it quits in favor of school. I've never really sat down and thought about the upcoming semester. Initial reactions leave me torn between excited and anxious...anxious in a negative way. The only thing denying me copious amounts of hope and a general positive outlook is the horrid memory of my ex, and the posibility of seeing her on campus. I know it has been quite some time, but some wounds are stubborn, and frankly, I'd be pleased to never see her again.
The episode between KC and his 17 year girl are over. After she hurt his feelings by being, well, 17 and stupid with her emotions with another guy in front of KC, he finally opened his ears to my words. For roughly a month, it was like talking to a tree. However, he has now regressed to his "emo" state where every IM name is some Jawbreaker song lyric and all he does is play his bass in his room all day with the shades drawn. Yeah, it's rough, but being self absorbed in self pity is just fucking annoying. I've been by his side many times before, but this recent episode does not warrant this behavior.
Taryn was at work tonight and smiles at me, or whenever we make eye contact. I hope it's promising. I don't work tomorrow but she does, so the plan is that I go out with my only friend in this town and you know, make some more contact.
I wish I had more to talk about other than my job and KC, but such is my life.
Just reading anything I can get my hands on, re-reading the ones in my favorites list, listening to music, thinking, feeling.
For the past two nights, there have been full moons. However, the night sky is strewn with thick clouds but marked and scratched with the sky here and there. When the moon casts light upon the clouds, the fringes glow with a soft yellowish-white. A few stars can be seen dotted in a few places. The whole scene reminds me of old paintings. A buddy of mine and I witnessed this sort of evening a long time and he said it looked like a velvet painting.
As some of you know, that flakey PedaNiles hasn't been showing up for work lately, chiefly due to his myriad of excuses. I'm walking out of the walk-in today and one manager comes up, the hardassed one who acts really tough, and says, "Hey, thanks a lot for being here and helping out with all this fucking Niles bullshit. I really appreciate it."
Another month of this very retarded job, and I'm calling it quits in favor of school. I've never really sat down and thought about the upcoming semester. Initial reactions leave me torn between excited and anxious...anxious in a negative way. The only thing denying me copious amounts of hope and a general positive outlook is the horrid memory of my ex, and the posibility of seeing her on campus. I know it has been quite some time, but some wounds are stubborn, and frankly, I'd be pleased to never see her again.
The episode between KC and his 17 year girl are over. After she hurt his feelings by being, well, 17 and stupid with her emotions with another guy in front of KC, he finally opened his ears to my words. For roughly a month, it was like talking to a tree. However, he has now regressed to his "emo" state where every IM name is some Jawbreaker song lyric and all he does is play his bass in his room all day with the shades drawn. Yeah, it's rough, but being self absorbed in self pity is just fucking annoying. I've been by his side many times before, but this recent episode does not warrant this behavior.
Taryn was at work tonight and smiles at me, or whenever we make eye contact. I hope it's promising. I don't work tomorrow but she does, so the plan is that I go out with my only friend in this town and you know, make some more contact.
I wish I had more to talk about other than my job and KC, but such is my life.
Just reading anything I can get my hands on, re-reading the ones in my favorites list, listening to music, thinking, feeling.
For the past two nights, there have been full moons. However, the night sky is strewn with thick clouds but marked and scratched with the sky here and there. When the moon casts light upon the clouds, the fringes glow with a soft yellowish-white. A few stars can be seen dotted in a few places. The whole scene reminds me of old paintings. A buddy of mine and I witnessed this sort of evening a long time and he said it looked like a velvet painting.
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i think your buddy needs to just look at sg and masterbate alot and he'll be fine.
maybe go pick a fist fight or two with some frat boys or something could help as well.
WEAK!