Holy crap... Dave Navarro? 
Ok, now I'm nervous.
Sometimes it's easy to forget that people are actually seeing me naked (or will, if/when I make it)... lately, as I draw closer to shooting my set (which I have tentatively sceduled for the last week of Feb.), I've been getting kind of cold feet. Not bad enough to make me not do it of course.
It's just kind of... a nervousness. But I know I won't submit anything that I'm not completely happy with (which may take a *really* long time) I've been second-guessing my set ideas and fussing over my hair and clothes and makeup...
By the way, I'm *so* not a girl. I know nothing about hair/makeup/fashion matters. So this is all pretty new to me. I'm keeping it minimal. But it's scary hard.
Only one more day until hair cut day! Yes, I'm obsessed. I'm at that "wanting to go bald" phase. The thing is, it's been almost a year since I last cut it
I did a light test today, except one of my lights blew out, and I had to use a lower-watt bulb.
So it came out kind of crappy. Plus, like I said, I'm extremely unhappy with my hair. Plus, I had a really sucky day, so I was unhappy when I shot it...
Oh yeah. So apparently, today was Tyler's sister's birthday. This is how I found out: I live in the basement. So I was down there, watching the Gilmore Girls. I was kind of hungry, and very cold. Then I hear laughing and birthday song-singing. Tyler was at work, but dude, they could have invited me! Assholes. So I realized that was the last straw. I really don't give a fuck what they do anymore. (Not that I have for quite some time now, but this just cemented it)
So yeah. today=shitty.
But it's over.
I feel better now.
Ok, now I'm nervous.
Sometimes it's easy to forget that people are actually seeing me naked (or will, if/when I make it)... lately, as I draw closer to shooting my set (which I have tentatively sceduled for the last week of Feb.), I've been getting kind of cold feet. Not bad enough to make me not do it of course.
It's just kind of... a nervousness. But I know I won't submit anything that I'm not completely happy with (which may take a *really* long time) I've been second-guessing my set ideas and fussing over my hair and clothes and makeup...
By the way, I'm *so* not a girl. I know nothing about hair/makeup/fashion matters. So this is all pretty new to me. I'm keeping it minimal. But it's scary hard.
Only one more day until hair cut day! Yes, I'm obsessed. I'm at that "wanting to go bald" phase. The thing is, it's been almost a year since I last cut it
I did a light test today, except one of my lights blew out, and I had to use a lower-watt bulb.
So it came out kind of crappy. Plus, like I said, I'm extremely unhappy with my hair. Plus, I had a really sucky day, so I was unhappy when I shot it...
Oh yeah. So apparently, today was Tyler's sister's birthday. This is how I found out: I live in the basement. So I was down there, watching the Gilmore Girls. I was kind of hungry, and very cold. Then I hear laughing and birthday song-singing.
Tyler was at work, but dude, they could have invited me! Assholes. So I realized that was the last straw. I really don't give a fuck what they do anymore. (Not that I have for quite some time now, but this just cemented it)
So yeah. today=shitty.
But it's over.
I feel better now.
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Don;t second guess yourself. Not just there, but in life. It's a valuable lesson. Hope it goes well and you are happy with the results.
I'm sure it will turn out great!