I must constantly reek of desperation.
Or everyone else is so self-absorbed that they think anyone who takes the slightest interest in them wants to fuck them.
At any rate, I have too hard a time making friends, and it's upsetting. Especially when the friends I do make tend to disappear on me.
All I want is someone to take me out dancing or drinking or to shows, whatever it is that people do. Someone to talk to about my life and to learn about theirs. Someone who will invite me to come over and visit them, even if they live several states away.
I think I have anxiety in part because all my fears always come true. Except the ones where I die. I'm not dead. yet.
Or everyone else is so self-absorbed that they think anyone who takes the slightest interest in them wants to fuck them.
At any rate, I have too hard a time making friends, and it's upsetting. Especially when the friends I do make tend to disappear on me.
All I want is someone to take me out dancing or drinking or to shows, whatever it is that people do. Someone to talk to about my life and to learn about theirs. Someone who will invite me to come over and visit them, even if they live several states away.
I think I have anxiety in part because all my fears always come true. Except the ones where I die. I'm not dead. yet.
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but all cool people i meet from internet porn sights live like thousands of miles from me
and yea ive found, having any interest in anything is usually a turn off for most people our age
I'm not ignoring you. I'm ignoring everyone. I'm glad you got the envelope.