feel exactly the same now as i did last night. how can it be any different? everything has slowly been diminished to just about nothing. do you realize that? tuesday nights... the ritual... ya know, it's been so long, whatever it was that we had really meant something to me... there is zero private time anymore, zero anything to call our own. that hurts.
you've...
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i'll put some more up later. right now i'm tired, discouraged, and really feel as though what's important to me has been slowly eroded away. used to be there was something there. doesn't seem that way anymore.
Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.
fuck, fuck, fuck.
just once i'd like to reurn to consciousness NOT upset. i was very happy today. destroyed tonight. why cannot people just be fucking honest from the get-go? why do they have to play these fucking games, saying one thing - meaning another? such a waste of time and energy, and i'm tired of being beaten down. tired, tired, tired.
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just once i'd like to reurn to consciousness NOT upset. i was very happy today. destroyed tonight. why cannot people just be fucking honest from the get-go? why do they have to play these fucking games, saying one thing - meaning another? such a waste of time and energy, and i'm tired of being beaten down. tired, tired, tired.
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Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.
anderswolleck:
when you wrote
hosed down by a dude i thought that was hot
hosed down by a dude i thought that was hot
you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
because you do
what you're told
but inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave...
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in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
because you do
what you're told
but inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave...
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The competition was fierce and foolish, but a man who accidentally sawed through a live wire and topped that by wrecking his truck hours after buying it more than earned the honorary title "Village Idiot."
dude did get a 100$ bar tab outa it...
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dude did get a 100$ bar tab outa it...
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Don't ever say what you wouldn't do, because it's obvious you will do everything you said you wouldn't do and a thousand things you never thought of doing.
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living above the level of mediocrity.
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so it seems i've let someone in who really shouldn't have gotten in. thing is, they're pretty entrenched in my current life and it's going to be difficult. i've been betrayed in one of the worst ways imaginable. you know who you are and you know what you've done.
am i pissed? ya, u bet. one expects that you know me well enough to know...
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am i pissed? ya, u bet. one expects that you know me well enough to know...
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diabolo:
What happened to you then ? What betrayal ?
And for the pic im sorry but I think you shouldnt have done this one .
Diabolo
And for the pic im sorry but I think you shouldnt have done this one .
Diabolo
myhkal:
well, i can only say at this point it's been inneresting. someone did something they knew without question would destroy me. it's still playing itself out. i'll keep ya posted. oh, and i got rid of that pic.
note to future self: never trust. never trust. never trust
[Edited on Apr 10, 2005 1:40PM]
note to future self: never trust. never trust. never trust
[Edited on Apr 10, 2005 1:40PM]
somebody that means something is lying.
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nope. not me on the left, but an example of my werk.
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