myghoststar

I was wondering this morning, why hell was 2005 such a shit year? I know I'm not the first to wonder and i wont be the last but to mean something, i think about it and i can't see so many good things that happened or good days i had in the last year. Sure i got some nice souvenirs and humbling moments but it stays a year where my life has changed and I learned really who i was and what i have become about my last relationship that nearly destroyed everything around me so sometimes it wasn't really a good thing to realise. Even thought, today, for the last day of the year, I don't really want to celebrate but i'll surely finish myself hanging out with some friends just not to feel sad and alone.

I'm just waiting impatiently for next year which will be happening tomorrow. Im very confident next year will be a great time for me. i already feel tomorrow being a good day! There's just some hours to go. Though I'm not sad about today or anything... I wish you all a happy new year's eve.