I find dating in general very tedious and annoying. Online dating is especially tedious, because it has all the bad parts of eBay or amazon shopping rolled up into it. But what really pisses me off is how completely anonymous it really is. Because it gives the implied permission for people to flake out on you. Just like what happened tonight.
Here I am, waiting for a call, or an email, or a message saying "Hey, I'll be ready at X:00. Meet you there."
What happens? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Because I'm a fucking chump, that's why.
Oh well. Whatever. I wasn't that into her anyway. At least she could have had the courtesy to say she changed her fucking mind. I would, and do. But why would I ever expect anyone else to even try to be respectful, like I do.
I'm thinking I should shut down the profiles and stew for a bit. Again. I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of feeling disposable.