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I had the most wonderful time this weekend with Megan.


How else can I say it? She's so fucking great, and I love her so much. We were talking about the different ways sex can be between people (marriage only; between someone you love; casual social activity), and she said that THIS is the way that it should be. With me, because she loves me....
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So I just thought of this, and figured I should write it down before next week comes, and I don't know what the fuck I'll even be thinking about by then.


M hasn't been hanging out with any of the guys that she's slept with before. One guy in particular might still be a friend of hers if it weren't for this. When she told...
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I'm almost certain by now that the Dove exfoliating body wash is the true culprit of my skin irritation. I was using the bar soap of this type before, and after moving to my current location, found that there was not nearly enough water pressure to rinse properly. That sucked, and irritated my skin. Now that I've been using the sponge and body wash, I...
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So FJ seems to think I don't give a fuck about working for him. I do, but right now, I don't have the time or energy to let myself trip too much. Soon, I keep telling myself, this little BS situation will change.


President Bush is a fucking weakass bastard by now. The Senate Democrats THREATEN to filibuster a damned good UN ambassador, and what...
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And yet ANOTHER post today.


I just can't get over the idea that I made her think that all of a sudden I didn't trust her or want to be with her.

It sounded like she was telling me that she didn't trust HERSELF. And that scared me more than any back-of-the-mind fear I might have.


It was never about me trusting her or not,...
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Oh, my God. We're barely hanging on.



I love her so much. This is the first time in years that I've actually loved someone like I do her, and by now it's so much deeper with her then it's been with anyone before.


She thinks that I don't really want to be with her. I can't understand that, but she does.



I shouldn't have sent...
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Things have been pretty great for me the last week or so. I have some new Tangerine Dream CDs, one of which is particularly good. I just found out that there will most likely NOT be a settlement of 2.7 million to Tennie Pierce, which added to the cancellation of the OJ Simpson special, proves that there is still a little bit of sanity left...
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Is there anything left in this world
After all this continuous
Crashing, burning
I can't see our future anymore
And I'm starting to worry about you

Is there anything more to this scene
Than the always predictable
Lying, scheming
I can see your heart is in the air
And I'm starting to break away



So here's a bit of an update, as it's been a...
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So she saw it. I was checking up on her Myspace (trigger scary music here), and it said that she didn't know what to think of it. Which wasn't unexpected at all, but I wasn't sure really what she MEANT by it. The phone rang just then.


And ya know? She wasn't so bad at all. In fact, the biggest thing that she was able...
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What the hell I'm doing with this blog thing here.


As you would know (which by YOU, I mostly mean ME), I had about an 11-month gap between posts on SG, and now I've sent about a half-dozen of them in a very short amount of time.


They don't deal with "normal" subjects, or things that happen in my more mundane, day-to-day life, and they...
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