Okay, I've got to make a new post. I look back at this and it's just a flurry of bitches and whines about Megan. Eh, well I suppose I had a surprisingly rough time with that, but within a few weeks it was fine. I should have come back sooner to update my shit, but I'm lazy sometimes I suppose.
It's so strange now how much I tore into myself from every possible angle and kept on trying to see what I could do to somehow fix the situation. Hah, you can't fix broken girls. They either fix themselves or they don't. You can show the way, but if they're not going to elevate themselves then they're jus not ready for someone more "advanced". Hell, the girl is still pretty fucked up, but at least she's surrounded by others who don't aspire for something high enough that she questions her own ability (or perhaps subconscious desire) to keep up. I still care about her, and I probably always will. It's just odd how I lost my sense of direction so completely.
Understandable though, I suppose. When I finally fell for her I hit hard. I knew beforehand that I shouldn't have allowed that to happen. But I suppose it took the recovery from that to get my focus refined to where it needed to be. The girl after her was awesome. So much sweetness and beauty in there that I never would have seen before. We were ultimately incompatible so it endd, but the thing is, we both still have nothing but fond memories of each other.
And that's how it should be. 2 people who like each other minus compatibility should equal breaking it off when feelings get too strong. Sure, you'll MISS each other, but it's better than getting all fucked over it, or worse, never feeling the light of the other person.
Okay, so that's that. Now that I'm back I'm trying to do a cuntload of catchup. Trying to update my account with my new information, which is kinda difficult.
Re-analyzing my favorites as well. Just in the newest sets alone I've been blown away by a few of these girls. Besides, one of my current faves kinda lost her "look" and all are gone from SG now. SO these won't be reading as-is for long.
ALso, this tells me that I should send a little retraction to Fractal. A while back, I was concerned about the way SG might have been growing into "to big" of a thing. Heh, fuck that shit, SG is probably better now than it ever was. I'm impressed.
Okay ... signing out.
MXV
It's so strange now how much I tore into myself from every possible angle and kept on trying to see what I could do to somehow fix the situation. Hah, you can't fix broken girls. They either fix themselves or they don't. You can show the way, but if they're not going to elevate themselves then they're jus not ready for someone more "advanced". Hell, the girl is still pretty fucked up, but at least she's surrounded by others who don't aspire for something high enough that she questions her own ability (or perhaps subconscious desire) to keep up. I still care about her, and I probably always will. It's just odd how I lost my sense of direction so completely.
Understandable though, I suppose. When I finally fell for her I hit hard. I knew beforehand that I shouldn't have allowed that to happen. But I suppose it took the recovery from that to get my focus refined to where it needed to be. The girl after her was awesome. So much sweetness and beauty in there that I never would have seen before. We were ultimately incompatible so it endd, but the thing is, we both still have nothing but fond memories of each other.
And that's how it should be. 2 people who like each other minus compatibility should equal breaking it off when feelings get too strong. Sure, you'll MISS each other, but it's better than getting all fucked over it, or worse, never feeling the light of the other person.
Okay, so that's that. Now that I'm back I'm trying to do a cuntload of catchup. Trying to update my account with my new information, which is kinda difficult.
Re-analyzing my favorites as well. Just in the newest sets alone I've been blown away by a few of these girls. Besides, one of my current faves kinda lost her "look" and all are gone from SG now. SO these won't be reading as-is for long.
ALso, this tells me that I should send a little retraction to Fractal. A while back, I was concerned about the way SG might have been growing into "to big" of a thing. Heh, fuck that shit, SG is probably better now than it ever was. I'm impressed.
Okay ... signing out.
MXV