mutiny

it's the weekend. it's hot.

i'm going swimming.
i'm going to see the new johnny depp movie.
i'm wearing lingerie as clothes today.



that is all.

There are days when I can't help but look at most everything optimistically, and there are days when I am bitter towards the world. Most days I'm more than content. Today... Is not one of those days.

I feel like I'm a sitting duck. Floating in a pond. Killing time. Waiting to get shot at. My perspective of everything has changed dramatically in such a...
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One of the greatest things ever is music. Music so wonderful orgasms are a regular occurence at shows.

Last night was one of the first nights in a long time that I've been to a show and liked all of the bands enough to listen to them again. Amora Savant, With Dead Hands Rising, Nehemiah, Misery Signals. Misery Signals

There's a Krystal Steal porn...
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i'm not one for rash decisions.









i just walked out on my job.

quit. no more. gone. goodbye. fuck you.

War of the Worlds is an amazing movie. The movie starts with a storm and all the power goes out. The most amazing part of the movie, was when the power went out in the movie theater 10 minutes before the end of the movie. The began flashing on and off, not only in the theater but the surrounding blocks.

My blue lotus is finished,...
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There's something absolutely wonderful about driving down the interstate going 95 mph with music on full blast. Nothing is better than passing cars on the highway like they're parked.

Why my last two days were great:
Claire
Chipotle
Trip to the cities
New clothes
Lots of rain
billybillybilly
Galatic Pizza
Razorfist
Pie
Just_Bob
1 Guitar, 1 ukulele
22 pages of dead baby jokes
3 people...
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i've been craving chaos.

i have the urge to:

-kiss people i shouldn't
-run around naked downtown
-drink pirate juice like water
-blow something up
-speed through town like there's no speed limit
-hit on anyone attractive
-chain smoke a carton of cigarettes
-walk out on my job
-run away for a week
-get in a fist fight
-start something big on fire
-eat meat...
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Chuck Palahniuk is by far one of the greatest men ever made.



I am four chapters into his new book, and I can't put it down.

internet is back and full throttle!

i am freshly tattooed, and wow, did it kick my ass. so bad in fact, that we stopped before it was done. i was shaking and about to pass out. came home, got extremely pissed off / hurt. was forced to go to work and cried in the backroom for an hour. i'm not positively sure why. eh. my...
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Two more days of no internet. I'm stealing Dani's connection right now.

My new house is awesome. I love the people I live with. Couldn't ask for a better time right now. There was a last minute basement show Saturday. In OUR basement.

I'm not going to say a whole lot about the recent news. Besides the fact that I'm disappointed.

I'm in constant change....
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i'm lost for words right now.




i've semi moved into the new house. saturday ends it all.


rochester friday. chicago saturday. lacrosse sunday.


the only computer users in the house (tim and i) are strapped for cash. no internet for the time being. i'll be on as often as possible, but that's still not going to be very often. keep me updated if at all...
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