muthermaggie

i caved.

i ordered the DVD.

tsk tsk, maggie! always spending money...

i'll tell you how it goes.

i serously hate my mother. fuck her. ahhhhhhh!!!
this bitch gives her food and money and extra living space to those in 'need' (they really aren't. trust me. they always end up stealing half her shit and running off.). she hires people to clean her house who she also feels are in need of the money and then turns a blind eye when they don't...
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ACK!
my house is seriously a fucking mess.
my husband came home last night from a few days in san diego for work and was like 'what the fuck?!' i had to explain to him that yesturday was hella crazy (what with my county appointment and my sister going missing and my mom being a cunt, etc. etc.) and lily was being a 23 month...
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eating Carne Asada...again.
i knew we shouldn't have bought 6 pounds, but i was so damn hungry and my mom was demanding we make her some in exchange for babysiting for 10 fucking minutes.
oh well. Lily seems to like it. she even made up a cute little carne asada song while i was making it.
ah, to be 2 and in love with the...
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ack! i <3 me some bondage. this whole thing sucks butt. and not in that 'good, but soon to be illegal' way, either. seriously. i'm to the point where i feel like i have to say 'i'm american. sorry.' to every foreigner i know. bullshit.

so i know i'm fucking lame and a pussy, but i don't think i'll leave just yet.

i just had better not regret this shit later...

should i stay or should i go?

i mean, i'm po' AND sick of the drama. but i do heart y'all (i.e.- my, like 5 friends ) but most of the new girls are... well... lacking. something's just not the same. le sigh.

blewguhmickgug!

i neeeeed to sleep. but there's far too much going on. not cool. i eat meat now, did i tell you? <-- no one is safe from maggie's jaws!! well, i eat it, then i throw it up. feel sorry for me. i feel sorry for me. i also think i'm going slighly crazy.

whatever