When hard work starts unravelling, I'm always surprised at how quickly months of painstaking effort can be turned on their back and start coming undone. Assuming you were a credible person, showing up drunk for work and kicking random people in the balls is a fast way to turn your life around.
For a more concrete instance, my degree has just ground to a crashing...
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For a more concrete instance, my degree has just ground to a crashing...
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I have been sneezing alot lately. Allergies? Maybe. But I mean like 20 or more sneezes in a row. The only solution is to blow my nose until they stop. It's not healthy. I can't take anti-histamines either. So I just suffer.
chiquita:
holy crap. i cannot believe how cool your profile thang is. *stares mesmerized for another full minute*
i *heart* spinach dip, too.
and why pray tell can you not take anti-histamines? are you allergic to an allergy med?
i *heart* spinach dip, too.
and why pray tell can you not take anti-histamines? are you allergic to an allergy med?
mutagen:
I'm taking big medication for anxiety, and if I take anti-histamines I get so sleepy I figure I could fall into a coma... not good, huh?
After a long, rambling journal entry last night, I have a short one for today.
I am missing her soooo much.
I am missing her soooo much.
suoda:
hmm... interesting entry yesterday... are we sheep? perhaps. i like to think that i am not, but that is my selfishness kicking in i suppose. people certainly do buy into trends and once something becomes commercial it succeeds in bringing in a less-dedicated fanbase. i hate it when i hear my favorite underground artists are gaining tons of popularity and then they do a tv commercial to pay the band some money. can you blame them? no. can they blame us for complaing about the affects of selling out? not really. it happens and will continue to happen forever.
so maybe we do simply follow in line to and fro to the mind-settling music from One Flew Over A Cuckoo's Nest. we all know that's what america wants us to do anyway.
so maybe we do simply follow in line to and fro to the mind-settling music from One Flew Over A Cuckoo's Nest. we all know that's what america wants us to do anyway.
I've spent the last two hours playing Elastica's first album, "Elastica". I played along with my amp only set to 3; it was loud. I'm deaf now.
I'm feeling my age, which is alright, but I think tonight I wanted to feel 21 again.
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Let's travel back in time to 1996, to a particular Saturday afternoon. It's the spring, and the trees are frothy...
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I'm feeling my age, which is alright, but I think tonight I wanted to feel 21 again.
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Let's travel back in time to 1996, to a particular Saturday afternoon. It's the spring, and the trees are frothy...
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I can't believe Apple is charging $129 for OS X 10.2, $49 for iTools (.Mac), and $49 for Quicktime 6 Pro with Mpeg 2 playback.
I can't afford to do this every year. It's just ridiculous.
I'm going to start investing in spiral notebooks.
I can't afford to do this every year. It's just ridiculous.
I'm going to start investing in spiral notebooks.
girlblue:
Sometimes I want to throw my computer out the window and get back to the days of pen and paper and mixed tapes. But then I remember how I actually manage to support my social life... 
digdug:
either that or you start to use Caraccho or Limewire. That's what I do.
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Why on earth am I having religious dreams? I don't even believe in anything, so it's bugging me...
I had a wierd dream during a nap this afternoon. Usually I write the wierdest ones down afterwards so they're easier to remember. I saved this one for my journal.
It's my birthday and all sorts of people I haven't seen in years are visiting...
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Why on earth am I having religious dreams? I don't even believe in anything, so it's bugging me...
I had a wierd dream during a nap this afternoon. Usually I write the wierdest ones down afterwards so they're easier to remember. I saved this one for my journal.
It's my birthday and all sorts of people I haven't seen in years are visiting...
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takora:
i have no idea what any of it means, but i thought the quilted pew was an interesting touch. a tiny effort towards making the church a comfortable place? thanks to my unschedulable schedule and general lack of long stretches of sleep, i do take naps fairly often. and while reading your post i realized that i never remember dreams from naps. i only remember them from my longer sleep periods... i know it often takes a certain amount of time before one starts to dream, but i'm sure some of my naps are long enough...
p.s. happy birthday! (either real or dreamed)
p.s. happy birthday! (either real or dreamed)
I've misplaced my paperback! The Outsiders, just as Ponyboy and Johnny were gonna get into that knife fight with the Socs in Chapter 4.
What else have I got on the go for summer reading that I can pick up? I'm a few stories into Nightmares and Dreamscapes by Stephen King. Have an issue of Prism. *sigh*
Damn fucking bedroom is a fucking mess. FUCK...
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What else have I got on the go for summer reading that I can pick up? I'm a few stories into Nightmares and Dreamscapes by Stephen King. Have an issue of Prism. *sigh*
Damn fucking bedroom is a fucking mess. FUCK...
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nic:
Basically, 'She dominates All' is a series of erotic cartoons featuring strong women dominating worthless men. It's brilliant. Sock Monkey is the adventures of a toy monkey and his friend, a very drunk toy crow.
nic:
Sock Monkey is brilliantly well-written.
Did I mention you're really cute?
Did I mention you're really cute?
There are reasons why we do things, and these reasons are like icebergs.
Scientists have found icebergs that have been around for thousands of years. They can't ever keep a map from one year to the next, though. Currents and thaws and cold, cold winters.
Are you like me? Are you ever tempted to lay down deep inside a memory and wish you never had...
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Scientists have found icebergs that have been around for thousands of years. They can't ever keep a map from one year to the next, though. Currents and thaws and cold, cold winters.
Are you like me? Are you ever tempted to lay down deep inside a memory and wish you never had...
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digdug:
Isn't the virtual world an amazing thing? Here it is that you think I am popular (it's just because I move around a lot, post on the boards ( I have 615 postings ?!?!), drop complementary messages or respond to questions with the voice of reason), but in the real world it is quite the opposite. I don't ever do anything socially with people, my phone probably hasn't rang in 3 months (besides solicitations). So just think about that mr. puddle splasher.
girlblue:
I tried to stay inside a memory for as long as possible but when i finally came up for air I realized that the present was so amazing. And now that is evolving into the future and I am terrified and in awe of what that might hold...yes, I do want to say "FREEZE!"
For some
that job
is surely a plum
- give it to thum.
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I once had a desktop picture in SG Army. But now it's gone. Who knows why. It was probably unloved.
http://www.mutagenics.com/pictures/veronica_desktop_1280.jpg
that job
is surely a plum
- give it to thum.
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I once had a desktop picture in SG Army. But now it's gone. Who knows why. It was probably unloved.
http://www.mutagenics.com/pictures/veronica_desktop_1280.jpg
digdug:
You must tell O. It was surely an accident. The more vectors the better, I always say.
I've hit some gloomy, uphill battles recently. Deep trenches of shit. Pinnapple grenades and mustard gas. Lacrymal IV's. I'm in for the long haul, but things aren't pretty.