I find myself with extra time for the first time in a long time and I'm not sure what to do with it. I feel unbalanced in a fashion. I need a larger variety of friends. Right now almost all my friends are guys. Funny cause a couple years ago it was the direct opposite (I was waiting tables at the time).
I also starting thinking about true love the other day. Mainly because of a movie I saw. In high school all I ever wanted was some crazy passionate fall in love relationship. I haven't really thought about something like that for a long time. Mainly because there aren't too many couples out there that strike me as being in love. But my sight in that arena is pretty limited so maybe its not fair for me to say that. Anyway, I've been thinking about what it must be like to love someone enough to trust and wait for them for so long only to have a few moments with them. Its such an alien thought to me. Giving that much of myself to someone. To anything.
I need to find more ways to expand my mind. I seem to have little to talk about present day. I'm looking for new ways to spend my time. I walked around 7 miles the other night. I always drive by the stuff but I never seem to pay attention to what it actually is. Did you know there's a chocalate cafe 2 miles from my house? I didn't even know we had one of those places in Tulsa.
So what's next?
I also starting thinking about true love the other day. Mainly because of a movie I saw. In high school all I ever wanted was some crazy passionate fall in love relationship. I haven't really thought about something like that for a long time. Mainly because there aren't too many couples out there that strike me as being in love. But my sight in that arena is pretty limited so maybe its not fair for me to say that. Anyway, I've been thinking about what it must be like to love someone enough to trust and wait for them for so long only to have a few moments with them. Its such an alien thought to me. Giving that much of myself to someone. To anything.
I need to find more ways to expand my mind. I seem to have little to talk about present day. I'm looking for new ways to spend my time. I walked around 7 miles the other night. I always drive by the stuff but I never seem to pay attention to what it actually is. Did you know there's a chocalate cafe 2 miles from my house? I didn't even know we had one of those places in Tulsa.
So what's next?
I will also buy a CD if an artist that I like collaborates on it. For example I bought the most recent Modest Mouse CD because Johnny Marr produces and plays on it. Maybe that's a bad example though because I haven't listened to it once, and I have had it over 2 months.
In reference to your above topic "love". There are a few people at the office that I think are in love and have really good relationships. I am enough of an optimist to believe that everyone can and will find love if they allow themselves and if they persevere.
-Dreu