got cheated on 
Here's the deal. Met this girl on the internet two years ago on a music website, we met each other blah blah, liked each other and then fell in love. Well it was a rocky relationship, she has really low self esteem and gets depressed a lot, so talking to her was kinda difficult, but I understood somethings because I get depressed at times too. We continued to talk online, she's telling me that I make her happy she loves me and doesn't want to lose me, etc. Anyway, she has a huge issue with my Myspace page because it has half naked tattooed girls on it..she thinks it's porn, when it's nude modeling. I never knew that nude modeling was porn, but whatever. That's how she took it. She even broke up with me the first time because of my Myspace page because she thought that I was cheatin on her. I wasn't, I don't know where that idea came from. Anyway, I was talking to her yesterday and she's all pissed and depressed, I tried to help her out and talk to her about what's going on, then she starts getting super pissed at me, telling me that I don't care about her, I'm an asshole, etc and then proceeds to tell me that she's been cheating on me for 5 months, she even told me to go to her Myspace page, so I did and yup, she was definitely cheating on me. I was crushed, hurt, confused and angry. This is the 2nd time I've been cheated on...the first time was with my ex-fiance back in 2004 and I knew her for 9+ years. She cheated on me 2 weeks after college, before my internship. These girls are around 21-22 years old and maybe that's my problem, they are still young and probably don't wanna be in a committed relationship or are scared.
I'm a super nice person, a sweetheart with a huge heart for any girl that's willing to give me a chance. I treat girls right with the utmost love and respect, with affection, knowing that they are cared for and loved, not only physically, but emotionally too and I get fucked over! I get hurt in the end. I did all I could to make both of them happy and be the best person I could be for them, but I guess it wasn't enough, plus the distance didn't help either, but that's the whole story behind all of this, I'm pretty much heart-broken that she told me this AFTER we broke up, being that it was an off again, on again kind of relationship.
That's it for now
Here's the deal. Met this girl on the internet two years ago on a music website, we met each other blah blah, liked each other and then fell in love. Well it was a rocky relationship, she has really low self esteem and gets depressed a lot, so talking to her was kinda difficult, but I understood somethings because I get depressed at times too. We continued to talk online, she's telling me that I make her happy she loves me and doesn't want to lose me, etc. Anyway, she has a huge issue with my Myspace page because it has half naked tattooed girls on it..she thinks it's porn, when it's nude modeling. I never knew that nude modeling was porn, but whatever. That's how she took it. She even broke up with me the first time because of my Myspace page because she thought that I was cheatin on her. I wasn't, I don't know where that idea came from. Anyway, I was talking to her yesterday and she's all pissed and depressed, I tried to help her out and talk to her about what's going on, then she starts getting super pissed at me, telling me that I don't care about her, I'm an asshole, etc and then proceeds to tell me that she's been cheating on me for 5 months, she even told me to go to her Myspace page, so I did and yup, she was definitely cheating on me. I was crushed, hurt, confused and angry. This is the 2nd time I've been cheated on...the first time was with my ex-fiance back in 2004 and I knew her for 9+ years. She cheated on me 2 weeks after college, before my internship. These girls are around 21-22 years old and maybe that's my problem, they are still young and probably don't wanna be in a committed relationship or are scared.
I'm a super nice person, a sweetheart with a huge heart for any girl that's willing to give me a chance. I treat girls right with the utmost love and respect, with affection, knowing that they are cared for and loved, not only physically, but emotionally too and I get fucked over! I get hurt in the end. I did all I could to make both of them happy and be the best person I could be for them, but I guess it wasn't enough, plus the distance didn't help either, but that's the whole story behind all of this, I'm pretty much heart-broken that she told me this AFTER we broke up, being that it was an off again, on again kind of relationship.
That's it for now
I understand how being cheated on makes you feel
hope you feel better soon
why oh why can't people just break up with you... it's easier to handle than being cheated on
well that's my view anyway
i wish you nothing but the best