Well today SUCKED. It's 15 degrees today and my car didn't start. Yeah.. I got my carbuerator fixed and all, but it died on my twice today so I'm back at home and I'm pissed off. I don't think I'm gonna go into work since I'm pissed. Bad luck seems to happen to me all the damn time in my life, if it's not my personal life or family life, it's my love life.
I totally give up on things...sure everyone tells me "it'll get better" well, when is anything gonna get better for me? All I've encountered is bad shit. Yesterday, apparently Lindsey said that we were NEVER dating at all and she still has my stuff...so I've been texting her about how I wanna kill myself and how much she hurt me, then her "boyfriend" tells me to leave her alone and that she'll bring my stuff back when THEY, not HER, come around to Ames. HE WAS NEVER INVOLVED in the situation in the first place!!!! He just wants to get involved because she his "girlfriend" now. So she basically USED me and ripped my heart out and I did NOTHING wrong to her. She used me like her ex's used her and is now laughing it up. I hope that she gets beat up or more emotionally fucked up, I don't care about her anymore.
I've come to the conclusion that me being nice is gonna get me nowhere in life.
and I'm getting pretty damn fed up with girls fucking me over.
Will things really get better for me? Or is it just some fantasy that I have of things getting better for me in the future?
I totally give up on things...sure everyone tells me "it'll get better" well, when is anything gonna get better for me? All I've encountered is bad shit. Yesterday, apparently Lindsey said that we were NEVER dating at all and she still has my stuff...so I've been texting her about how I wanna kill myself and how much she hurt me, then her "boyfriend" tells me to leave her alone and that she'll bring my stuff back when THEY, not HER, come around to Ames. HE WAS NEVER INVOLVED in the situation in the first place!!!! He just wants to get involved because she his "girlfriend" now. So she basically USED me and ripped my heart out and I did NOTHING wrong to her. She used me like her ex's used her and is now laughing it up. I hope that she gets beat up or more emotionally fucked up, I don't care about her anymore.
I've come to the conclusion that me being nice is gonna get me nowhere in life.
and I'm getting pretty damn fed up with girls fucking me over.
Will things really get better for me? Or is it just some fantasy that I have of things getting better for me in the future?
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inaraserah:
Awwe, Dont worry, everything will sort itself out.... she will get hers.
deny:
Call the cops on her lame ass... 