musical_poet

So I'm talking to this girl I like. I went to jam with my friends on Sunday and she calls me, tells me her dad is drunk and needs to get out of the house with her kids until he sobers up, so I told her to come to my hometown to stay. I have no room in my house, so I ask around to see who can house her for the night. So I ask the friends that I'm stayin at and they said yes. So she comes over with her kids and we hang out. When I see her I give her a hug and tell her that everything is going to be okay (this is a lengthy hug) so we play with the kids and then its time for bed, so we try to get her daughter to sleep, but she can't. After that i have to go, so I tell everyone goodnight and go to Lindsey and she's sitting up stretched out on the futon and I go up behind her and give her a hug, then, out of the blue I kiss her cheek. I kiss her daughter goodnight and then go. I arrive in the morning at my friends house and I then give Lindsey a hug and even gave her some flowers to cheer her up. I'm sitting on the futon and she's getting her daughter ready, I'm playin with her son and she sits by me, then leans her head on my shoulder and then we interlock fingers. (basically holding hands) we take the kids to her car, she gives me a hug and then goes off to work and then calls me before she goes in. Last night she called me after work and says she's baking cookies, asks if I want some, I say yes and she drives to my house (30 minutes away) with her best friend, sees me and gives me the cookies..being that it's 2am, we go to the 24 hr Wal-Mart and hang out. After that she takes me gback home, goes out of the car and gives me a hug, not just a quick one, but an extended one, while doing this we give each other eskimo kisses and I kiss her cheek, she goes home and proceeds to call me when she arrives home, we talk for a bit and she falls asleep on the phone with me..then I go to bed. For all of you who read this. What do her actions toward me say about how she feels about me?? She tells me that she's not ready to be in a relationship at the moment,. yet she "holds" me and all of this stuff. She keeps on telling me how she is unhappy, stressed and depressed about her situation at home (her dad is an alcoholic) how she gets treated like shit by guys and how she's having trouble financially because she's a single mom with 2 kids. I keep on telling her that I can help her out with a place if and when she gets a place of her own by helping out with rent, chores and babysitting her kids. I mean I can make her have a less stressful, less depressed life. I want to be in a relationship with her, but she needs to get her head out of the sand and see that I can make her life a little bit more happier and I'm willing to wait until she's ready to be in a relationship. *sigh* Also I've told her that if she moved to my hometown that things would be a lot better for her. I can tell that she's happy when she's around me.

P.S. Today is my friends birthday and I took him out for his birthday dinner

I will keep you all updated.
Bye for now.