Sleepless nights and some how, I'm thankful. Maybe I'll catch a train and go somewhere far. I don't know. So many people seem to be coming to my life faster than I can keep up. I am so thankful for this. It sounds cliche but I was talking to yet another friend tonight, emails back and forth, no one from here, and I have hope still. Tonight just seems full of communication and new thoughts, And, yes, The Refused dvd is coming out soon 
, I am so happy for that!
I will be out of this apartment for good soon and all this lovelessness will drift away and I'll be happier. I still want to cuddle and drink tea. I'll play music and dance in my room.
I'll read and find ways to occupy my time. I won't let a situation I have no control over bother me. If all else fails, I'll take the advice of a friend and hide the body well.
, I am so happy for that!
I will be out of this apartment for good soon and all this lovelessness will drift away and I'll be happier. I still want to cuddle and drink tea. I'll play music and dance in my room.
I'll read and find ways to occupy my time. I won't let a situation I have no control over bother me. If all else fails, I'll take the advice of a friend and hide the body well.
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'a gradual awakening' by stephen levine. I think it might be out of print, but you can get it really cheap on ebay or through amazon used.
When I was going through my hell (the seperation/divorce shit...I'm still not legally divorced, who knew that shit was so expensive) it was one of the few things that helped keep me grounded. It really helped put things into perspective, or at least let me learn how to spend some time cleaning my mind and just focusing on positive things.
what is the Refused dvd?