muse_malade

Everything has just been blah lately. Just everything has gone to shit. I am trying to keep positive about it. I found out I need to move in August. No big deal because I have 7 months to save the money and so on, it's just I am really confortable here. Work sucks. Pissy little kids that don't realize life does not HAVE TO BE...
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It was a beautiful day, I went on a walk and ordered the textbooks online for the classes I would of been taking this semester. I'll just keep studing and test out of those classes.
Keep focusing on the big picture. I can't fuck up now, I've come too far.
I am going to read Lolita next. I feel the need to be lost is...
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My friend Tracey (best friend who I am so often speaking about) is very sick right now and passed out on my couch. All I can do for her is rub her back when she throws up. Apparently, she did not realize what would happen if you mix pizza, alcohol and pain killers ( for the root canal) together.
I feel kind of helpless.... This...
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So, it's all finished and I hope there is not another phone call. I don't want to have to change my number. Too much drama.

My friend lost a filling in her tooth and normally I don't take drugs but when there is vicodin involved, I put out my little hand and say 'yes, please'.
I haven't taken any in about a year and I...
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Ah, the weekend. Something in my room is making really fucked up noises and I can't figure out what it is. It kind of reminds me of Atari video games. It's just very random.
Tommorrow is filled with flea markets and wandering. Too much bullshit this week. *sigh*
My phone is off and I am not answering the door. Tonight I am alone and that...
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Ah, the year is over. So many things to do. A ton of books I reading one which is really short, Memories of My Melancholy Whores. I just started it. I'll be done tomorrow. Has anyone read it? Also, I'm reading a collect of Guy de Maupassant's stories.
I'm getting restless and winter hasn't even set in yet.
I'm supposed to go see Chronicles of...
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What the fuck is wrong with men????? I can not wait to get out of this city for tonight.

I decided to work overtime this week and next. It'll help me save up for a new car.
Tonight is all about being alone and cleaning. I haven't had much time to do those little things. Cleaning, going through pictures. Just relaxing.
I saw Walk the Line last night. I didn't care for it. I was hoping they would of went more into his life...
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YUCK! more snow....
It looks so beautiful outside. Nothing to do but curl up, read and drink peppermint tea..

What a week. I totaled my car on Thursday / Friday night at midnight. I was taking the guy home because I didn't want him to walk to 2 blocks in almost 6 inches of snow. I dropped him off and bam! My car is no more. It's just a car. It sucks but the only thing that matters is no one was hurt.
The...
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Today is turning out to be the day from hell.
My best friends Jeep broke down, so I had to go into work, leave work drive out to pick her up take her back to work (it's nice because we work in the same place). That takes an hour because she lives in the country.
We don't get anything really done at work because it's...
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I spent my evening hanging out with my best friend drinking beer, eating mexican food and playing scrabble. I don't know where I'd be without her