muse25

so my sister and my nephew leave at 3am.

and no....phone calls and the occasional visit will not do. I see my family every week. Face to face....hugs, food, and stories of our week. We run over to each others houses to give extra homemade cookies....or this months issue of Allure because Im done reading it....

We get together to toss around the football and walk our dogs together.

Needless to say.....we cried our asses off today as we packed. Im crying right now writting this.

I'll be visiting in a week or two.......for a couple days......

fuck man......this just straight up fucking blows.

Today Im not feeling like a muse at all. Infact I feel exposed and I have no smiles to share today.

I guess I just have to sob this out....and wake up fresh tommarro.....

tell me something that you did or saw that made you smile today? I could really use some happy thoughts right now.