what a weekend. Last night was a family dinner (one of the last family dinners) because my middle sister is moving to North Carolina...her husband and my nephew.....all gone on the 26th.
I am happy that I will be able to go visit every other month (I'll fly over there and her new home has a guest house attached to her pool) ...because I know we will have great weekend visits together....but. Im sad because i cant just go over whenever anymore. i cant see my nephew on holidays and weekend BBQ"S...
From now on every time I see my nephew...he is look older. And have learned something new....and i will have to catch up on everything in his life...instead of just knowing from being there.
Christy was crying at the dinner....no one in my family has ever moved more than 45 minutes away before. I hid my tears for the bathroom and made her laugh and reassured her about all my visits and frequent flyer miles that I will be earning.
......damn. my sister is moving. And now Im crying on my keyboard......
what am I going to do without my big sister?
I have another big sister right now...but she is in love, and is in her own world right now. Which is great for her......but not for me. She is never available to talk or hangout...and even at the dinner she couldnt be 1 foot away from her "man"......just to catch up on our week.
so i feel alone right now. Nothing can replace a sister.
(excpet maybe a best friend.....but I have none right now. not in real life anyway. Todd is mean to me....and my gurlfriend is lying to me about stupid things and i dont want to have anything to do with her right now.) and my few guy friends cant stop staring at my boobs, or commenting how hawt i look. (I know they mean well, but when Im talking about things that matter to me, and their response is..."you should wear those wife beaters more often....you look hawt.".....
and sadly...that is a true story lol. But it makes me feel alone.
AUGH lol........
yhujsgjdvz (banged head on keyboard)
I missed my colon walk-thru........I waited for a friend that never showed up. Great friends huh!!???
I'll have to wait till next year ......hopefully the giant colon will come to town. I'll await its arrival like I do Santa Clause's.
(dont worry....Im smiling.....Im sad but Im still in a good mood.....hmm. go figure.)
I am happy that I will be able to go visit every other month (I'll fly over there and her new home has a guest house attached to her pool) ...because I know we will have great weekend visits together....but. Im sad because i cant just go over whenever anymore. i cant see my nephew on holidays and weekend BBQ"S...
From now on every time I see my nephew...he is look older. And have learned something new....and i will have to catch up on everything in his life...instead of just knowing from being there.
Christy was crying at the dinner....no one in my family has ever moved more than 45 minutes away before. I hid my tears for the bathroom and made her laugh and reassured her about all my visits and frequent flyer miles that I will be earning.
......damn. my sister is moving. And now Im crying on my keyboard......
what am I going to do without my big sister?
I have another big sister right now...but she is in love, and is in her own world right now. Which is great for her......but not for me. She is never available to talk or hangout...and even at the dinner she couldnt be 1 foot away from her "man"......just to catch up on our week.
so i feel alone right now. Nothing can replace a sister.
(excpet maybe a best friend.....but I have none right now. not in real life anyway. Todd is mean to me....and my gurlfriend is lying to me about stupid things and i dont want to have anything to do with her right now.) and my few guy friends cant stop staring at my boobs, or commenting how hawt i look. (I know they mean well, but when Im talking about things that matter to me, and their response is..."you should wear those wife beaters more often....you look hawt.".....
and sadly...that is a true story lol. But it makes me feel alone.
AUGH lol........
yhujsgjdvz (banged head on keyboard)
I missed my colon walk-thru........I waited for a friend that never showed up. Great friends huh!!???
I'll have to wait till next year ......hopefully the giant colon will come to town. I'll await its arrival like I do Santa Clause's.
(dont worry....Im smiling.....Im sad but Im still in a good mood.....hmm. go figure.)VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
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