...another fuckin' rainy day. SInce 2014 begin, it never stop rain in Milan. Just a couple of days of sun. I'm really sick of this sad weather, sick of being unable to go jogging, sick of wear boots, sick of my hair gettin' crazy :( fuck off stupid february! Here in Milan is always like this...long long months of rain, and then a breathtaking humidity sun. Bleah! I wish I could move in another counrty, just for the winter! Spring and autumn are not so bad here :) well, stop talkin' about weather, nobody cares (sorry I need to complain myself a little ihih!)
Good news: the beautiful @mel_andthebeast send me yesterday the definitive pics of our last photoset! As soon as I can I'll upload it to the site, and let'see how many time it will get before enter in member review!! There are sooo many set shooted by soooo many beautiful girls! Sometimes I really think I'm not pretty enough to compete with them...I really feel like the Cinderella ugly sister, lookin' at so many beauty! How could it be possible to be pick trough so many stunning ladies? Well maybe, as I already tell you in another post, at least it's not so important...being here, having the ppossibiliity of talk to you guys, it already a good reason to stay on this crazy wonderful website! Becoming a SuicideGirl is till one of the target I want to get, it's one of my secret dream since a was a little girl...seeing all these beautys, watch all these amazing pics...make me feel a little unappropriate sometimes! But you guys still give me the strength to go on onn my way, I told you! And we will see...on 10th of march my first set with @mel_andthebeast will be released at MR (I know, I know, I probably tell it a mililion times..still not enough ahaha)...I'm so nervous about it, I have so many expectetions abou it...I'm in love with those pics, but I also know that, beside the greatness of the photography skills, it's still a photoset of...me, and so...well, I'm still not sure you will find me attractive as other beautiful girl. Everytime is a little heartbreak, to see my pics "judge"...I know it's a judgement, but I still feel this way...scared! lol! Please my friends, help me spamming a little...I'll really need your help! You are always so kind and sweet with me, please help me reach one my dreams! I still hope I could be in some of yours, sometimes ;) Sorry maybe it's the rain, it make me feel a little blue!
...btw, here's a little preview f my new set with @mel_andthebeast...I think it's the best set I never shoot, she's fuckin' great, I can't tell how many I like her and her job! ...I think I'm in love with this picture!
...hope you like it too my sweet friends! Spend a lovely sunday, make love, have fun, bake cakes, play videogames...everything make you feel good! Tell me what ypu are doing in this lazy day!
A lot of love to all of you my friends!
Your Musae
