...and no, I'm not talking about my hair. (for the record, here's a pic of my hair right now...after shower pic, no make up and pijiama tank top lol, I apologize)
...well, probably I put a pic just to read some compliments...tonight I'm quite sad so I need them :( Thursday a good friend of mine will leave, he moves to England...I can't think about anything else, I'm just so sorry about it...I'm gonna miss him so much. And the worst thing is that I'm so selfish i can't be happy for him, or saying "yeeee you'tr gonns be great there!" ' 'cause the only thing I could think about is "I hope he's going to come back soon! Oh god I so fuckin' want to him to stay here!" Damn I feel so bad! I know I know, it's selfish and not such a thing...but I'm truly feeling blue :( someone who wants to send a little virtual cuddle? I absolutely need it! Well sorry sweeties tonight I can't write a lot...now I'm going to sew a little prresent for him, then smoke pot until I fall asleep. Nice planning uh? Have a good night sweeties....
