As you may have already seen, I have been inactive on the page for a year, I have not published anything, I have stopped doing live and right now I feel anything but hopeful.
I have always loved the SG website and culture, I admire all the girls regardless of whether they are suicidegirl or hopeful, they are all beautiful, even with their insecurities, which makes them beautiful and unique.
There has come a point in my life where it is very difficult for me to be on this website, I gave up on several occasions, not feeling enough for this site, but there was always someone who with his words, photographs and encouragement was with me. I'm talking about @trisha
She was the one who showed me the web, who photographed me for the first time and who always had hope in me, even when I didn't even believe in myself, she has always supported me and comforted me when everything looked dark, and I'm no longer talking only about SG, but in my day to day.
As of today she is sick with cancer, we don't know if we'll see each other again, I don't know if I'll be able to hug her again, I don't know if I'll do sets again.
I entered his profile again, I saw the post he wrote to me about the last set he made for SG, when this disease did not stand in his way.
I have decided to be like her, I have decided that all her work cannot be forgotten, I was about to delete all the sets and close the account, but in the end SG is something that united me to her, that has shown me so many beautiful things in life that she does not deserve that all this has not served for anything, that hope is the last thing to be lost and that you have to fight until the end.
Today I do it for you friend, for your wonderful work and because in the end you are part of my dream and you don't deserve it to be forgotten.
We love you very much @trisha
Thank you for making me see that life is beautiful despite everything, I admire your strength and courage right now ❤️