murf9980

My GOD,
My house seems so empty without my big buddy Ben, AKA "DP RENO THUNDER" That was his racing name before we rescued him from the track, He was 2 then. He was only 8 yrs old in June, he should have lived longer. We had him for 6 great years, I miss him SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! Can't tell you how many times we both sat up at night with a bonfire. Everytime I close my eyes, I see him shattering his leg and hear him SCREAMING all over again!!! He gave me such a look when I ran to him like he wanted me to stop the pain that he was in and I couldn't do a DAMN THING!!!!!! I felt so fuckin HELPLESS!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!! He really was my best friend. He will be greatly missed, I never realized just how attached I got to the big galoot. He was a very special animal.........RIP My friend, you gave me many happy times, and I will always think of you and continue to love you much. Win every race you run now my friend....... I love you and miss you much. Thanks for the great times, and for those of you that sent the well wishes..........Thank you very much. I love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!
But I am so sad, I want him back!!!!